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Steve McQueen asked me to come to the Museum of Art tomorrow. With his mom. I'm not sure what to think.... isn't this like, WAY too early to meet the 'rents???
The thing that really gets me, and maybe I'm just being paranoid or wierd about this, but I've got this feeling that he may be using me, subconciously even, to make his roomate/ex-lover jealous. He talks about her a lot. And what a dick her husband is. Given, they've been friends for years, and shes ya know, married with one kid and another on the way, but he talks about how she used to be such a great person and now shes lying and doing things he doesnt approve of. He sounds like a paranoid boyfriend, or a jealous ex whenever he mentions her. Should this worry me? I mean, we're not even together (I think...) so why should I be so freaked out already.
On the other hand, when I mentioned to my therapist last week that I was considering giving this guy my number, she made me open up and really tell her my 'concerns' and 'fears' i.e. why I freak out over doing something as simple as giving out my number. Basically she said that I'm a relationship sabatoger (my own relationships, of course) and that I should just calm the hell down and stop trying to analyze everything. Good advice. If only I could get my stupid brain to agree....
The thing that really gets me, and maybe I'm just being paranoid or wierd about this, but I've got this feeling that he may be using me, subconciously even, to make his roomate/ex-lover jealous. He talks about her a lot. And what a dick her husband is. Given, they've been friends for years, and shes ya know, married with one kid and another on the way, but he talks about how she used to be such a great person and now shes lying and doing things he doesnt approve of. He sounds like a paranoid boyfriend, or a jealous ex whenever he mentions her. Should this worry me? I mean, we're not even together (I think...) so why should I be so freaked out already.
On the other hand, when I mentioned to my therapist last week that I was considering giving this guy my number, she made me open up and really tell her my 'concerns' and 'fears' i.e. why I freak out over doing something as simple as giving out my number. Basically she said that I'm a relationship sabatoger (my own relationships, of course) and that I should just calm the hell down and stop trying to analyze everything. Good advice. If only I could get my stupid brain to agree....