blah to boys
ok, so this guy in one of my classes that i have the hots for (not B/R/P, this is a different class, let call this one teddy grahmn) anyways, i havent given him much thought lately because of B/R/P, and today i came in, and he was really sweet, and he had a poetry reading tonight and he asked me to come, and i said id try to and hes like "really, youll come??!" and i caught him staring at me in class later.. so yeah, guess what i thought.. (not to mention this guy is seriously sexy)
anyways, i raced home after my dr appt to clean up, i didnt have time to shower, but i did what i could. i got there 10 min late, and he was sitting with this other girl from our class (i dont think theyre dating, but theyre always together...) he hadnt saved me a seat, and when he got up to read, he didnt wave or nod, or give any notification that he saw me. he didnt try to catch me on the way out either. so im seriously bummed
thats what i get for getting my hopes up i guess :-(
oh, and i also found out that my right shoulder blade has more space from it to my spine then my left shoulder blade. i asked what that meant, and she said "muscle tension and increased stress in your upper back" great...
im so sad about teddy grahmn. maybe he was just excited about ppl coming to hear him, not just me coming, that would make sense. i talk to him every day and hes so sweet and funny and nice and smart (he doesnt even sound realistic now...) and hot... damn my bad luck, inability to flirt, and insecurity.
anyways, i raced home after my dr appt to clean up, i didnt have time to shower, but i did what i could. i got there 10 min late, and he was sitting with this other girl from our class (i dont think theyre dating, but theyre always together...) he hadnt saved me a seat, and when he got up to read, he didnt wave or nod, or give any notification that he saw me. he didnt try to catch me on the way out either. so im seriously bummed
thats what i get for getting my hopes up i guess :-(
oh, and i also found out that my right shoulder blade has more space from it to my spine then my left shoulder blade. i asked what that meant, and she said "muscle tension and increased stress in your upper back" great...
im so sad about teddy grahmn. maybe he was just excited about ppl coming to hear him, not just me coming, that would make sense. i talk to him every day and hes so sweet and funny and nice and smart (he doesnt even sound realistic now...) and hot... damn my bad luck, inability to flirt, and insecurity.