Ghosts
I just spent all of yesterday ( and I serious mean all of. Well, okay, not all of but a hell of a lot. From noon on ) at Lish's house with Lish and Michelle. It was a lot of fun, really, but... yeah. A lot of weird... shit happened.
We started off by making me play Clock Tower 3. And I am really not that great at the game. I mean, I'm good at all games in general - I got that from my brother - but that doesn't mean that I'm good at all games. Well, that sorta kinda just contradicted what I just said but, well, oh well. Sucks to be me. Anyways, we got almost through the first chapter when I stupidly committed suicide. “Oh, look, you can’t fall! *splat*” No one wanted to play after that... I felt so stupid but it was so amusing watching her fall to her doom, screaming. Alyssa. The main character. It just amused me...
We did other things. Watched some movies ( Darkness Falls, Session 9, Blair Witch 2: Book of Shadows ). Then ‘Lish had the brilliant idea that we should try to summon a ghost.
The rest of this should be read with a dash of skepticism cause I know that my memory isn't perfect and that I could be... I could have been imagining things. But also try to keep an open mind because some of this stuff really did happen.
We got four candles: A green, a red-purple, a white, and a blue. The blue candle wouldn't light, so we melted the wax and stuck vanilla incense into it. Then we lit the other candles and arranged them into a circle around the incense. Almost immediately my three buddy ghosts came; Elizabeth ( white ), Hamper ( green ), and Driana ( red-purple ).
Yeah yeah, for people who don't know me you'll have no clue as to who or what I'm talking about. Guess it's a quick history lesson.
It was over a year ago when everything started and, to be completely honest, I'm not that sure of the frame of time and everything anymore. But I do know some things. I got pulled into it when Steph found the writing on her desk. “Driana has been here.” That was a Saturday or Sunday, I think. Maybe Monday but that’s kinda... iffy.
Anyways, we had been messing around with summoning spirits and shit. Well, here's a warning and a lesson to anyone who wants to mess around with it: DON'T. Really. There are ghosts but they don't... they're not what everyone thinks that are. They don't appear in front of you in the form of a floating white sheet, they're nothing like that. They're fucking scary as shit and they... they can hurt you if you don't know what the hell you're doing. So I guess I'll put another entry up explaining why to all of that but for now, we'll leave it at that.
Anyways, Steph found this message. And after awhile we found out that this Dri’ woman was one of the ghosts that you would classify as, well, ‘evil’. Which meant that she kinda wanted to do us harm. Which is bad, really, cause you really don't want anything to want to do you harm. Weird things began to happen about this time... Steph and Michelle were at Michelle's dad's house and while there Michelle's room began to smell of sulphur, my brother's room began to smell of a mixture of sulphur and of plants rotting, whenever I would go down into my basement and hit the third step down it was like walking into ice water. I got so cold that I was shaking and I also had a headache. If I was on the phone with someone when that happened they got a headache, and the lights to the back room, the ‘green’ room, in my basement would start to flicker whenever I went into it. It got to the point that my dad started to notice this weird shit.
Well, that stuff is all... real. I know that more happened with Stephy and Michelle but this isn't about them, it's about the ghosts. A lot happened that was kinda in our heads because we were flipping out so much and one of the things was that Michelle thought she had gotten a message from a ghost saying that Steph would die in three days. We were so fucking scared at this point that we really believed it. This was Thursday, I remember. Because I was supposed to meet Becca and she had gotten sick so I couldn't. Anyways, when I got home, I thought that I should try to help Steph and send Hamper over to her.
Hamper. He started out, originally, as Steph's buddy but now he's, well, mine. Because he is... my grandfather. If he's not he could be his twin. I know that this is going to sound crazy and it's going to make everyone out there think I should go to the loony bin, but whenever Hamper's around I can feel him, like I'm part of him and he feels really familiar. During this entire thing with Dri, asofar, we hadn't heard from him. Which was odd. So, back to the story.
I went home and I lit a green candle, trying to summon him. Hamper is Irish, so was my grandfather. Another similarity. And, well, it turns out that part of the reason why nothing scary had happened to my house ( the smells and the headache and the basement stuff all happened after this night ) was because Hamper had been protecting me. I told him to leave me and to protect whoever needed him the most. Really scary shit started happening after that...
Well, Friday night I was in my basement because I needed to use a computer and the only one available was the one downstairs. I got a white candle and lit it and was seriously praying for someone to come and help me. And... it's so weird but... I heard my grandma and I felt... I felt the name Elizabeth. I just knew that this was the ghost of someone named Elizabeth. And that's my grandma's middle name. She stayed with me until the end of Driana, when we realized that part of the reason so much shit was happening was because we were letting it happen because we were so fucking scared. And after that, Dri decided to stay with me too, for... whatever the reason.
End the lesson.
So, anyways, we got those three and we were joking around with the candles and then Lish decided that she wanted to be possessed. She wanted Elizabeth to take possession of here. Here are a few reasons as to why you should never, ever, ever really invite a ghost to take over your body:
1: No matter what they promise or say or do or whatever to assure you that they'll leave your body, you cannot trust them. They had their lives taken away from them and, given a chance to live all over again, you cannot be sure that they won't take it.
2: No matter how ‘powerful’ the people you are with are, they're never as powerful as a ghost who is determined to do something.
3: No matter how strong-willed you think you are, you never will be strong enough to remove a ghost from your own body.
With that in mind, we told her that it was stupid, that you shouldn't do that, but she really didn't listen. So... It was up to me to get Elizabeth to agree to it. Out of everyone, I was the most powerful person spiritually wise. I am, really, the most powerful person I know. Because of where I live, but I'll get into that another time.
I was focusing on trying to have Hamper and Driana go away... I closed my eyes and I saw them as flames. All three of them. A white flame, a red flame, and a green flame. And in my mind I made the red and green flame shrink and the white grow. And... when I opened my eyes, Driana and Hamper's candles were nearly out. And Dri's candle was hissing and spitting. And Lizzie's was all big. And I know at one point we had formed a circle, like, held hands kinda, and I felt like something was squeezing my arm. And Michelle said that she could feel my fingers creaking and the blood pulsing and it hurt so much...
Finally, we blew out Dri's and Hamper's candle(s) so that we could just focus on Lish and Lizzie. And... that didn't last long. Because of me, something else was there. It's really hard to explain and I guess I'll try to explain later, but it was because I was there. There was some other ghost or ghosts in the room and we shouldn't have been trying to do whatever the hell we were doing. Dri was in me. Not possessing me, but the dumb ass bitch plopped herself right over my body and I felt like I was gona puke. Michelle felt dizzy and like something was hurting her. We relit their candles, thanked them all for being there, and then blew them out.
I was feeling rather sleepy at this point so I wanted to go to bed, which I did. This was at like three in the morning. And now this is when the really really really really really really really creepy shit happened.
This is all true. And I know this happened, I remember it so fucking clearly. Please please please believe me if you read this, this is all true.
I have an alarm in my watch and it went off at 6, waking me up. When I woke up I was so fucking scared that I was sweating. That was the first time that I've ever woken up sweating and haven't been sick. The first time that I've ever been that scared. And I didn't know why I was. I heard to girls talking and giggling quietly to each other and I just assumed that it was Michelle and Lish. I turned my alarm off - or at least I thought I did - and tried to go back to sleep.
It went back off in three minutes. I was even more panicked now and I put the arm with the watch under me so I was laying on it to make it quieter. And I could still hear the girls and I asked Michelle and Lish what they were doing still up. And they didn't respond. And then I really noticed just how scared I was, that I was sweating like a fucking horse, and I sat up to yell at them.
And no one was in the fucking room.
I ran from there so fucking fast it was scary. Lish and Michelle were in another room sleeping. Asleep. As in, not awake. As in, they couldn't have been the ones to do it. And then next day Lish said something about hearing a guy talking quietly.
A guy and two girls. Hamper, Dri, and Lizzie.
I hate being a fucking ghost magnet.
We started off by making me play Clock Tower 3. And I am really not that great at the game. I mean, I'm good at all games in general - I got that from my brother - but that doesn't mean that I'm good at all games. Well, that sorta kinda just contradicted what I just said but, well, oh well. Sucks to be me. Anyways, we got almost through the first chapter when I stupidly committed suicide. “Oh, look, you can’t fall! *splat*” No one wanted to play after that... I felt so stupid but it was so amusing watching her fall to her doom, screaming. Alyssa. The main character. It just amused me...
We did other things. Watched some movies ( Darkness Falls, Session 9, Blair Witch 2: Book of Shadows ). Then ‘Lish had the brilliant idea that we should try to summon a ghost.
The rest of this should be read with a dash of skepticism cause I know that my memory isn't perfect and that I could be... I could have been imagining things. But also try to keep an open mind because some of this stuff really did happen.
We got four candles: A green, a red-purple, a white, and a blue. The blue candle wouldn't light, so we melted the wax and stuck vanilla incense into it. Then we lit the other candles and arranged them into a circle around the incense. Almost immediately my three buddy ghosts came; Elizabeth ( white ), Hamper ( green ), and Driana ( red-purple ).
Yeah yeah, for people who don't know me you'll have no clue as to who or what I'm talking about. Guess it's a quick history lesson.
It was over a year ago when everything started and, to be completely honest, I'm not that sure of the frame of time and everything anymore. But I do know some things. I got pulled into it when Steph found the writing on her desk. “Driana has been here.” That was a Saturday or Sunday, I think. Maybe Monday but that’s kinda... iffy.
Anyways, we had been messing around with summoning spirits and shit. Well, here's a warning and a lesson to anyone who wants to mess around with it: DON'T. Really. There are ghosts but they don't... they're not what everyone thinks that are. They don't appear in front of you in the form of a floating white sheet, they're nothing like that. They're fucking scary as shit and they... they can hurt you if you don't know what the hell you're doing. So I guess I'll put another entry up explaining why to all of that but for now, we'll leave it at that.
Anyways, Steph found this message. And after awhile we found out that this Dri’ woman was one of the ghosts that you would classify as, well, ‘evil’. Which meant that she kinda wanted to do us harm. Which is bad, really, cause you really don't want anything to want to do you harm. Weird things began to happen about this time... Steph and Michelle were at Michelle's dad's house and while there Michelle's room began to smell of sulphur, my brother's room began to smell of a mixture of sulphur and of plants rotting, whenever I would go down into my basement and hit the third step down it was like walking into ice water. I got so cold that I was shaking and I also had a headache. If I was on the phone with someone when that happened they got a headache, and the lights to the back room, the ‘green’ room, in my basement would start to flicker whenever I went into it. It got to the point that my dad started to notice this weird shit.
Well, that stuff is all... real. I know that more happened with Stephy and Michelle but this isn't about them, it's about the ghosts. A lot happened that was kinda in our heads because we were flipping out so much and one of the things was that Michelle thought she had gotten a message from a ghost saying that Steph would die in three days. We were so fucking scared at this point that we really believed it. This was Thursday, I remember. Because I was supposed to meet Becca and she had gotten sick so I couldn't. Anyways, when I got home, I thought that I should try to help Steph and send Hamper over to her.
Hamper. He started out, originally, as Steph's buddy but now he's, well, mine. Because he is... my grandfather. If he's not he could be his twin. I know that this is going to sound crazy and it's going to make everyone out there think I should go to the loony bin, but whenever Hamper's around I can feel him, like I'm part of him and he feels really familiar. During this entire thing with Dri, asofar, we hadn't heard from him. Which was odd. So, back to the story.
I went home and I lit a green candle, trying to summon him. Hamper is Irish, so was my grandfather. Another similarity. And, well, it turns out that part of the reason why nothing scary had happened to my house ( the smells and the headache and the basement stuff all happened after this night ) was because Hamper had been protecting me. I told him to leave me and to protect whoever needed him the most. Really scary shit started happening after that...
Well, Friday night I was in my basement because I needed to use a computer and the only one available was the one downstairs. I got a white candle and lit it and was seriously praying for someone to come and help me. And... it's so weird but... I heard my grandma and I felt... I felt the name Elizabeth. I just knew that this was the ghost of someone named Elizabeth. And that's my grandma's middle name. She stayed with me until the end of Driana, when we realized that part of the reason so much shit was happening was because we were letting it happen because we were so fucking scared. And after that, Dri decided to stay with me too, for... whatever the reason.
End the lesson.
So, anyways, we got those three and we were joking around with the candles and then Lish decided that she wanted to be possessed. She wanted Elizabeth to take possession of here. Here are a few reasons as to why you should never, ever, ever really invite a ghost to take over your body:
1: No matter what they promise or say or do or whatever to assure you that they'll leave your body, you cannot trust them. They had their lives taken away from them and, given a chance to live all over again, you cannot be sure that they won't take it.
2: No matter how ‘powerful’ the people you are with are, they're never as powerful as a ghost who is determined to do something.
3: No matter how strong-willed you think you are, you never will be strong enough to remove a ghost from your own body.
With that in mind, we told her that it was stupid, that you shouldn't do that, but she really didn't listen. So... It was up to me to get Elizabeth to agree to it. Out of everyone, I was the most powerful person spiritually wise. I am, really, the most powerful person I know. Because of where I live, but I'll get into that another time.
I was focusing on trying to have Hamper and Driana go away... I closed my eyes and I saw them as flames. All three of them. A white flame, a red flame, and a green flame. And in my mind I made the red and green flame shrink and the white grow. And... when I opened my eyes, Driana and Hamper's candles were nearly out. And Dri's candle was hissing and spitting. And Lizzie's was all big. And I know at one point we had formed a circle, like, held hands kinda, and I felt like something was squeezing my arm. And Michelle said that she could feel my fingers creaking and the blood pulsing and it hurt so much...
Finally, we blew out Dri's and Hamper's candle(s) so that we could just focus on Lish and Lizzie. And... that didn't last long. Because of me, something else was there. It's really hard to explain and I guess I'll try to explain later, but it was because I was there. There was some other ghost or ghosts in the room and we shouldn't have been trying to do whatever the hell we were doing. Dri was in me. Not possessing me, but the dumb ass bitch plopped herself right over my body and I felt like I was gona puke. Michelle felt dizzy and like something was hurting her. We relit their candles, thanked them all for being there, and then blew them out.
I was feeling rather sleepy at this point so I wanted to go to bed, which I did. This was at like three in the morning. And now this is when the really really really really really really really creepy shit happened.
This is all true. And I know this happened, I remember it so fucking clearly. Please please please believe me if you read this, this is all true.
I have an alarm in my watch and it went off at 6, waking me up. When I woke up I was so fucking scared that I was sweating. That was the first time that I've ever woken up sweating and haven't been sick. The first time that I've ever been that scared. And I didn't know why I was. I heard to girls talking and giggling quietly to each other and I just assumed that it was Michelle and Lish. I turned my alarm off - or at least I thought I did - and tried to go back to sleep.
It went back off in three minutes. I was even more panicked now and I put the arm with the watch under me so I was laying on it to make it quieter. And I could still hear the girls and I asked Michelle and Lish what they were doing still up. And they didn't respond. And then I really noticed just how scared I was, that I was sweating like a fucking horse, and I sat up to yell at them.
And no one was in the fucking room.
I ran from there so fucking fast it was scary. Lish and Michelle were in another room sleeping. Asleep. As in, not awake. As in, they couldn't have been the ones to do it. And then next day Lish said something about hearing a guy talking quietly.
A guy and two girls. Hamper, Dri, and Lizzie.
I hate being a fucking ghost magnet.