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i want to say something but im not sure what it is.
marce is leaving tomorrow for madrid and im sad because she is the first to leave. damn her.
everyone (and by that i mean rachel, anita, and chris) is saying that karen elson looks like a "fucking skeleton." its making me angry considering the fact that i think she is the most beautiful model out there. well with the exception of gemma, liya, and a few others whose names escape me. karen elson is gorgeous to the point of disaster (yes i know i didnt spell that correctly and if i did i knew that also). yes she has the whitest skin ive ever seen and the ysl ads play it up like its nobody's business and yes her hair is such a contrast from that pale skin that it look as if she were wearing a too perfect wig and yes her cheek bones are obnoxiously pronounced, but i adore her. point. im sorry she is in all the haute ads and in all the best shows and writes handwritten letters to her friends and leaves them in bars in hotels in new york and paris. she's a goddess with flaming red hair.
i saw happiness.
that is all i feel i should say about that.
arena homme is a great magazine. ive never seen some of the ads in the damn thing and that says a lot. im going to consider it an end of the year "hey youve done it" sort of buy. considering its $20 i say there should be such a justification. just as i have justified most everything ive bought for the past month. but anyway great ads. and some good spreads.
elle and i are going to walk down newbury and see what we see. im going to chain smoke. its decided.
im finishing up the clothes ive promised everyone. they're rad. but some have been a pain in my ass. not really i just like to be a queen. however. Je Tom has made a considerable amount already and ppl seem to like the clothes. huh.
speaking of queens. i want j.r. see you dont get it. his name...jimmy ray. he's from... kentucky. he's on the crew team...but he's the one at the front of the boat yelling things. his waist...smaller than mine. (and youve seen mine if youve been lucky). we flirted once...at logan airport gate 20 (or something like that). now do you understand.
so thats what i had to say.
yeah
paz
mendoza