the good times are over, and memories are all you have left
after you cut yourself, then what?
<*> ..:.. the smell of gradutation is near...boo-hoo. we're all gonna split up and go to different schools. portola is where i met my first real group of friends. and i'm gonna miss that. everyone. how angela always makes me smile. and leah always makes me giggle. and ana makes me think...and courtney brings the bad side outta me..even though that rarely happens. and being able to share gossip with suki and...and...kristiene. she's my whole world. we all have to write a graduation speech. i want to, and yet i don't. because i'm gonna get so nervous reading it in front of the whole school >if i even make it< ...let alone reading it in class without the trembling. i thought about what i was gonna say. and i have ideas..i just don't know if i can put it all together..and make it original..personal. from the heart. <*> ..:..
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you ...