i'm lonely too
~ .:. * after reading amy's journal five times right about now..i realize. WHO AM I? is there really a place in life for camille? i know i shouldnt be questioning my character.. that was supposed to be done a long time ago. but seriously, who cares, right? all you people could say "oh no i love little camille" or maybe not. but i guess everyone feels as though they have to say that just because...it seems as though im putting myself down. but i'm not. i'm just stating the obvious. i mean come on, people don't you see? I'M JUST A FACE IN A CROWD. there's no use in trying to be someone who i'm not, but who would wanna be stuck to my kind of personality? no one notices me down here...it's like i have to have a chaperone for people to finally look down and notice "oh ya it's camille. whatever. let's talk about shoes." well i guess that's not everybody. but you see...how else can i explain it? you might be thinking i'm just saying this possible "shit" because i want the attention...but no! i've been this way for a while believe it or not...and i guess...i guess i just needed it to be let out. i mean what the heck, it's a livejournal. ok now i feel so..hallow. empty...physically and emotionally. i don't know what to say anymore * .:. ~
-me