what?
So, what's going on? Nothing much here either. I wanted to do something. I don't know just something. It gets pretty boring sometimes. There is never anyone to talk to so Italk to myself. Yeah, I DO think it's a good idea to put the conversation in my live journal. That's ok they don't have to know what you're saying, it's better this way. This way they don't know how crazy you are. What do you mean I'm crazy, I'm not crazy. You are getting on my nerves!! Go go away and get someone else! I DON'T KNOW, and I don't CARE! ANYONE! Mainly someone who isn't crazy AND will not call me crazy.. No that is NOT impossible. idiot.
ever have an argument with the voices in your head? It can be very entertaining. I don't listen to some of them anymore, you know the ones who tell you to do weird crazy things. Bad things. The bad things make me twitch.. I usually want to curl up in a ball then rock back and forth, back and forth. but the bad voices are not alowed to speak anymore.
Remember what it felt like to rush a blade across your skin? yeah, nice release.. just think how that would feel if it was someone elses pain...
I need a smoke, holy shit do I need a smoke... I don't like quitting, I don't like it at all. I don't care it smoking makes me smell, I don't care if smoking kills me, I don't care! I just want a smoke, to drawl the hot nicoteen into my longs....ahhhhhhhh exhale. So nice, I love how my heart beat speeds up, the head rush you get when it's your first smoke since yesterday. mmm and how relaxing, calming the nerves but making them tingle at the same time. Oh how I wish for a smoke.
ever have an argument with the voices in your head? It can be very entertaining. I don't listen to some of them anymore, you know the ones who tell you to do weird crazy things. Bad things. The bad things make me twitch.. I usually want to curl up in a ball then rock back and forth, back and forth. but the bad voices are not alowed to speak anymore.
Remember what it felt like to rush a blade across your skin? yeah, nice release.. just think how that would feel if it was someone elses pain...
I need a smoke, holy shit do I need a smoke... I don't like quitting, I don't like it at all. I don't care it smoking makes me smell, I don't care if smoking kills me, I don't care! I just want a smoke, to drawl the hot nicoteen into my longs....ahhhhhhhh exhale. So nice, I love how my heart beat speeds up, the head rush you get when it's your first smoke since yesterday. mmm and how relaxing, calming the nerves but making them tingle at the same time. Oh how I wish for a smoke.