What do I do now?
It's like waking up and realizing the past 3 and a half years of your life is a lie. Wait...that is exactly what it is.
Starbucks reels you in and makes you feel like you are an important part of your group. It is like that until you finally realize, no matter how long it takes, that everything they do and say is merely something to make you keep your mouth shut until you get upset again, complain and here the same bullshit about how things will get better and this is only a transitional period. Let me tell you folks, this is the longest transitional period I have ever been through.
It makes me want to say, fuck you very much for your years of torture and I hope your company goes to zero. But only after I sell my small amount of shares that you have distributed me from the kindness of your cold dead hearts.
So, what exactly do I do now? I lie and tell them I am in it for the long hall, all the while looking for something else. The bad part is, I've been out of the "professional" game so long I am not hearing back from anyone I have sent my resume to. I will continue to look though. I will not be stuck in this job. I refuse.
Other than that, things are pretty great. I have a list of goals to achieve in the future. They go as follows: new job, apartment with a patio/balcony, cable or internet at home, save $2000, invest, start my own company. All the while continuing to educate myself in the many things I have chosen to learn. When you stop and think you have learned enough, it is time to die, at least in my humble opninion.
Starbucks reels you in and makes you feel like you are an important part of your group. It is like that until you finally realize, no matter how long it takes, that everything they do and say is merely something to make you keep your mouth shut until you get upset again, complain and here the same bullshit about how things will get better and this is only a transitional period. Let me tell you folks, this is the longest transitional period I have ever been through.
It makes me want to say, fuck you very much for your years of torture and I hope your company goes to zero. But only after I sell my small amount of shares that you have distributed me from the kindness of your cold dead hearts.
So, what exactly do I do now? I lie and tell them I am in it for the long hall, all the while looking for something else. The bad part is, I've been out of the "professional" game so long I am not hearing back from anyone I have sent my resume to. I will continue to look though. I will not be stuck in this job. I refuse.
Other than that, things are pretty great. I have a list of goals to achieve in the future. They go as follows: new job, apartment with a patio/balcony, cable or internet at home, save $2000, invest, start my own company. All the while continuing to educate myself in the many things I have chosen to learn. When you stop and think you have learned enough, it is time to die, at least in my humble opninion.