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why am i so fucking tired....i can barely walk...i want to collapse at every moment! i only have enough energy to do one class each day...im not that bad of a dancer! i am taking class with preljocaj and im pretty good...too bad the director never watches..i thought i was getting skinnier, but i just tried clothes on in a store and i am not....as fat as ever...apparently starvation doesnt work these days...oh well...they always say try try again...haha, im trying...fully trying...but fuck! i need energy pill or somethng! drugs...give me drugs!