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i just dont know what to do these days. i'm really bored with myself. i hate people. i have no one to talk to. i'm not depressed, but i'd kinda like to be. i wish it were by reason for having no human contact, but its not. my boredom and lonliness has been redirected to obsessive eating habits...which in other words means i am drinking loads of coffee and eating so much gum that by tummy expands to look like i'm pregnant. so glad i found a way to amuse myself instead of actually having people to talk to. Joy oh joy. and the gray skys are just beautiful