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[buttonskitten]

I actually applied for secondary jobs last night. I really want to go be a bartender, i just don't want to have to pay my dues for a year or two before i'm actually behind a bar. I'm not sure what to do about that. And then i have Jame's voice in the back of my mind telling me how hard it is to get a resturant job and that i could never do it. Stupid boy making me feel less self confident than i should. Ps. is't a serving food not brain surgry. Just becuase he was an asshole who had a hard time keeping a job doesn't mean i am.

Any ideas of where i should go look first? I hate dropping off resumes, but that's my plan before i head off to seattle to party this weekend.