The excitment of exams!!
Well it has been so busy with exams, the play, and coming home week, that i haven't even tried to update. It has been so crazy with everything that i feel mentally and phyiscally exhausted.
Everything that has happened to me the last couple months ( the good and the bad)has been all that i can think about and sometimes i think that i totally screwed up my life and i dont know what to do. With school coming to a quick and vigorous hault and college just around the corner, it seems like the walls around me are beginning to crack and fall and there is no way for me to get out. My parents have been on me about what i want to go into for college and i have no idea. They think that i am not taking this seriously. They got on me about it the other day. They don't realize that i think about it every minute of everyday. It such a hard decision and i feel soooo lost! I feel constantly stressed out! I haven't been about to take a break for myself in i don't know how long. I just feel so overwhelemed. I think that my birthday in year (which is in 15 days!!) is going to suck!! I just wise that i could go away from everything. So i wouldn't have to worry about anything. I just has been to crazy around here for me. But it is just going to get worst.
Bye Bye!
Everything that has happened to me the last couple months ( the good and the bad)has been all that i can think about and sometimes i think that i totally screwed up my life and i dont know what to do. With school coming to a quick and vigorous hault and college just around the corner, it seems like the walls around me are beginning to crack and fall and there is no way for me to get out. My parents have been on me about what i want to go into for college and i have no idea. They think that i am not taking this seriously. They got on me about it the other day. They don't realize that i think about it every minute of everyday. It such a hard decision and i feel soooo lost! I feel constantly stressed out! I haven't been about to take a break for myself in i don't know how long. I just feel so overwhelemed. I think that my birthday in year (which is in 15 days!!) is going to suck!! I just wise that i could go away from everything. So i wouldn't have to worry about anything. I just has been to crazy around here for me. But it is just going to get worst.
Bye Bye!