Aug 29, 2005 21:25
Is tv the only thing that shuts up crazed stoner mothers.... is it really necasary that all they do is pick on others and complain until their "pot"heads explode!
My mom has literally smoked her self stupid.
She has the vocabulary of no more then a 3nd grader in which she can't even say most words correctly.
She is deaf to other people's feelings and wants.
Her concentration is gone.i cant even get her attention with out repeating her name a zillion times or if I tap her on the shoulder(which she some how doesnt feel at times).
I love my mom ...i do. but i feel like i have to take care of her.
Dont get me wrong we get along fine ....if she is sober which seems to be less and less as the years go on.
I dont know what she is going to do once i have to leave her.
One question that is always with me is....Where is that sweet kind mother that i knew as a child?..did she change or was i blind to it before?
As a far warning and just general care for ur health...u guys if u smoke and continue to do so more and more ...u might end up like my mom.Its ok for the occasional party but please u guys......don't let ur child and family go through what i have had to live with.
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