Another Lonely Night

[buttgremlin]

As i sat there all alone,
This apartment.....it just aint home,
Nothing's felt right in such a long time,
Im starting to think,
I might not be cut out for what it is im shooting for,

I dont even know what it is,
the things that make me smile,
they arent the things theyre supposed to be,
Started getting anxious sitting by myself,
one look outside, and i was gone.

The air was cold and crisp,
of course i had the windows down,
Another starless night in the city.

Taking the backroads to wherever the hell they go,
just breathing,
and feeling,
Wondering what i should do.

I swear i wish i were still a kid,
this life is a nightmare,
trying to just get by.

I think i've got alot of friends,
but i dont hear from them,
dont know what the hell id do if i did....
itd prolly catch me by surprise,
i think id prolly die,
have to ask them all about it in hell.

Dont know what i want to do,
Dont know where i want to go,
all i know is im getting the hell outta here.

No one seems to care,
and no one seems to notice,
that ive been gone for some time anyway,
Fading out their lives, and losing sight of my own.

These are headstrong crazy days,
for some people anyway,
my mind is not made up and im starting to...
Believe its finally time to move on.
I have no regrets this time around.

Thanks you all that i have called my friends,
i only hope im as lucky...
well, you all know theres no way i could ever be that lucky.