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[buttery_toast]

i completely failed my virology exam today.
i'm not exactly positive that i failed failed,
but i know i did NOT do well at all
and ya know why,
cause i didn't study.
well i did study, but my heart just was not in it this time,
i felt like i was sabotaging my future as i sat there starring blankly at my scantron.
i am soooooo sick of studying.
i've decided that i need to spend my summer doing something where if i mess up, it won't injure anyone.
no responsibility.