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i think i'm about to have a nervous breakdown
i've been searching for the past four hours for a job this summer back home,
all i'm asking for is an inpatient pharmacy just like my wonderful pharmacy, just located in california.
the sad fact is that it would probably be impossible for me to convince anyone to hire me so that i can end up leaving after three months.
i don't even need to really find a job.
i have the perfect job right here, but i want to go home
finding a job back home would be the perfect excuse to leave behind an empty, paid for apartment, a job that i promised i'd dedicate more time to, and the class that i decided i'm not going to waste my money taking.
but without that, i have no reason to go home, besides that fact that i feel like i miss everyone and everything and that life here is nothing more than incomplete.
i need to slow down and breathe and study.
i need a drink.
i've been searching for the past four hours for a job this summer back home,
all i'm asking for is an inpatient pharmacy just like my wonderful pharmacy, just located in california.
the sad fact is that it would probably be impossible for me to convince anyone to hire me so that i can end up leaving after three months.
i don't even need to really find a job.
i have the perfect job right here, but i want to go home
finding a job back home would be the perfect excuse to leave behind an empty, paid for apartment, a job that i promised i'd dedicate more time to, and the class that i decided i'm not going to waste my money taking.
but without that, i have no reason to go home, besides that fact that i feel like i miss everyone and everything and that life here is nothing more than incomplete.
i need to slow down and breathe and study.
i need a drink.