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When is the time Im gonna start being ruthless with you again
Weve reassured myself that opening up to you is basically.....a waste of time. Its a waste of time to tell you I love you, its a waste of time to want to be around you on weekends, waste of time to tell you how I feel. Just so it wont hurt so much....Im gonna try and remember not to tell you whats wrong, not to show any kind of emotion with you what so ever. Im gonna try and pretend, that even though youre not, youre just like everybody else. Youre just the typical ass that I can get some from whenever I want, if we just stopped hanging out for a while it wouldnt bother me and Im gonna try to not miss you at all, and i wouldnt care about how you felt when Id be around all these hooker hoes who'd shove my hand down their pants.
When is the time Im gonna start treating you like that
Weve reassured myself that opening up to you is basically.....a waste of time. Its a waste of time to tell you I love you, its a waste of time to want to be around you on weekends, waste of time to tell you how I feel. Just so it wont hurt so much....Im gonna try and remember not to tell you whats wrong, not to show any kind of emotion with you what so ever. Im gonna try and pretend, that even though youre not, youre just like everybody else. Youre just the typical ass that I can get some from whenever I want, if we just stopped hanging out for a while it wouldnt bother me and Im gonna try to not miss you at all, and i wouldnt care about how you felt when Id be around all these hooker hoes who'd shove my hand down their pants.
When is the time Im gonna start treating you like that