-_- blehhhh...
Today feels kind of sucky. I both do and don't want to talk to Andy. I wish he'd take me back but I also wish I could be guaranteed that he won't. Joe's offering and I've always loved him, even if it was as a friend at times, and I think I would want to try to go forward with that but I'm scared that if Andy did still want me it would mess it all up. It's like I'm frozen here, and while I don't want to jump into anything either, being stuck feels like the worst thing of all. I don't know what Andy expected of me, but he said things like, "Even if we were to get back together it couldn't be right away." I don't know what his intentions are. I guess what I do know is that once a guy dumps you, he doesn't deserve you back even if he changes his mind at some point. It's easy enough to say, but I am completely terrified of facing a situation like that. I don't think I want to get into a totally committed and serious relationship with Joe right away either, but in a week or a month am I going to be any less worried about what Andy might do? It's freaking me out.
In other news, the eBay seller I bought Joe's birthday present from, who then turned out not to even have the thing and said it was "backordered" which is never even supposed to happen on eBay, cancelled my purchase after a month and then only refunded me when I asked them when the refund would show up. At least they did refund me, but god, what a shitty bunch of people. Then eBay contacted me saying that the seller wanted their listing fees back because the order had been cancelled "by mutual agreement". I told eBay that they never even had the thing they were supposed to be selling to me, that they willingly took my money before they told me they didn't have it, that they cancelled the sale without making any agreement with me to do so, and that they only refunded me when I demanded it after the cancellation. I also said that they don't deserve their listing fees back. Why's eBay wimping out on sticking it to these people? If they'd punish bad sellers instead of being total pussies about it, there would be fewer bad sellers. Fucking hell and a half. Now I have to figure out where the fuck I'm going to get Joe's new birthday present from.
On the lighter side of things, in Animal Crossing I finally paid off my FULLY EXPANDED HOUSE. Awesome. If I can't live debt-free in a humongous manor in real life, I can at least do it in my game. ^_^;;;
In other news, the eBay seller I bought Joe's birthday present from, who then turned out not to even have the thing and said it was "backordered" which is never even supposed to happen on eBay, cancelled my purchase after a month and then only refunded me when I asked them when the refund would show up. At least they did refund me, but god, what a shitty bunch of people. Then eBay contacted me saying that the seller wanted their listing fees back because the order had been cancelled "by mutual agreement". I told eBay that they never even had the thing they were supposed to be selling to me, that they willingly took my money before they told me they didn't have it, that they cancelled the sale without making any agreement with me to do so, and that they only refunded me when I demanded it after the cancellation. I also said that they don't deserve their listing fees back. Why's eBay wimping out on sticking it to these people? If they'd punish bad sellers instead of being total pussies about it, there would be fewer bad sellers. Fucking hell and a half. Now I have to figure out where the fuck I'm going to get Joe's new birthday present from.
On the lighter side of things, in Animal Crossing I finally paid off my FULLY EXPANDED HOUSE. Awesome. If I can't live debt-free in a humongous manor in real life, I can at least do it in my game. ^_^;;;