UPDATE
wow, that looked really important didn't it. But its not. OKay so disregard my last entry simply because when I get drunk, I get really stupid so if any entries, start with, "okay i am really drunk..." translate it to- "okay so I am really retarded...."
Now that we got that out of the way. Nothing really special has happened here lately, I so want a second job to keep my pathetic life busy. B is thinking about cross training into another job after all, which might require us to move. But here lately I have been thinking, and I am starting to notice that all of his friends have something in common. They are all into cars, they are all in the military, and they all are divorced or have wives that are on antidepressants. OKay looking closer at the last item on the list, yes, they are all completely nuts. How do I know this, I have witnessed them. Its not that they are simply nuts, they just have been DRIVEN nuts. How?? Well, lets think about this.
1)these men LOVE their cars.---------which means they are willing to sacrifice anything for this speeding hunk of metal. If they have to give up food, they would. Sex? yes. Love? yes. Their cars are 1# in their life. Its like the bitch they are fucking on the side. They buy the bitch everything, take her anywhere, but swear you are the pedestal of their life. These women here about cars from day in and day out. Maybe even their money is sacrificed into the car fund. Hearing, "sorry honey no movies or out to eat this month, got to save for that new turbo" isn't anything new and its not even shocking said the third time around. Wives just learn to deal or just pay if they don't have a joint account. Vacations, romantic dinners, flowers, events simply don't exsist except on holidays and even then- they are like- just let me change my oil real fast and we can go. Women don't expect surprises unless they see their bank account or credit card bill, or even that greasy part ont he kitchen table. "where the hell did that come from and why is it ont he fucking table where we eat?" "Honey don't walk in here, there are metal shavings on the floor," or "sorry honey got grease on your skirt," or "well, i have to wash my greasy rags in the washing machine," and "oh, iam sorry, hon thats not going to come out" are particular phrases these women here on an almost day to day basis.
2) These men are in the military.------------which means within weeks they could be transferred somewhere new and horrific and their lives changed with no permission. Got a steeady career that you love- gone. Got a best friend, whom you love living near? gone. Got a beautiful home you want to raise your kids in? gone. Within weeks, you are transferred somehere horrificly hot or cold and you know absolutly no one except your husband, you rarely knows you still live in his house. Also your husband could be sent off somewhere for months even years making your worry like all hell if the man even still loves you. Why would you worry this, well, i mean if he didn't give a fuck you were around while he was living here, why would he give a fuck in Saudi? Then girls start torturing themselves with thoughts like- maybe he wasn't romantic because he didn't love me, wasn;t attracted anymore, was annoyed by me... they then drive themselves crazy with this... having dreams and daydreams of beautiful women sleeping with him. Now here she is, stuck with two kids, he is off in Gaum and not a fucking call in a week.
SO why are they on antidepressants???????? Especially when I hear these conversations these men have. Its either cars or women and its not about their wives. Its about how fine some other chick is and how they would fuck her and how many times they would fuck her and how long they would fuck her. Of course my boyfriend just laughs and makes comments but thats because I am around. Married men don't really go into details as much as the single guys but they get their point across. Oh and another thing, they all are completely and utterly annoyed by their wives and their demands for attention and share as if they were some fucking support group. MEN WITH NEEDY WIVES. And they talk about other guys wives behind their backs and say how crazy so and so's wife is and how needy one other wife is. And what drama queens they are.
OKAY
so I don't want to go fucking NUTS. I am thinking about this alot. IN fact, I ahve already gone somewhat nuts for just moving in. So yes, its in my mind, please no advice on the comments, i have heard it already. its on my mind and its incubating, so lets see what happens.
Now that we got that out of the way. Nothing really special has happened here lately, I so want a second job to keep my pathetic life busy. B is thinking about cross training into another job after all, which might require us to move. But here lately I have been thinking, and I am starting to notice that all of his friends have something in common. They are all into cars, they are all in the military, and they all are divorced or have wives that are on antidepressants. OKay looking closer at the last item on the list, yes, they are all completely nuts. How do I know this, I have witnessed them. Its not that they are simply nuts, they just have been DRIVEN nuts. How?? Well, lets think about this.
1)these men LOVE their cars.---------which means they are willing to sacrifice anything for this speeding hunk of metal. If they have to give up food, they would. Sex? yes. Love? yes. Their cars are 1# in their life. Its like the bitch they are fucking on the side. They buy the bitch everything, take her anywhere, but swear you are the pedestal of their life. These women here about cars from day in and day out. Maybe even their money is sacrificed into the car fund. Hearing, "sorry honey no movies or out to eat this month, got to save for that new turbo" isn't anything new and its not even shocking said the third time around. Wives just learn to deal or just pay if they don't have a joint account. Vacations, romantic dinners, flowers, events simply don't exsist except on holidays and even then- they are like- just let me change my oil real fast and we can go. Women don't expect surprises unless they see their bank account or credit card bill, or even that greasy part ont he kitchen table. "where the hell did that come from and why is it ont he fucking table where we eat?" "Honey don't walk in here, there are metal shavings on the floor," or "sorry honey got grease on your skirt," or "well, i have to wash my greasy rags in the washing machine," and "oh, iam sorry, hon thats not going to come out" are particular phrases these women here on an almost day to day basis.
2) These men are in the military.------------which means within weeks they could be transferred somewhere new and horrific and their lives changed with no permission. Got a steeady career that you love- gone. Got a best friend, whom you love living near? gone. Got a beautiful home you want to raise your kids in? gone. Within weeks, you are transferred somehere horrificly hot or cold and you know absolutly no one except your husband, you rarely knows you still live in his house. Also your husband could be sent off somewhere for months even years making your worry like all hell if the man even still loves you. Why would you worry this, well, i mean if he didn't give a fuck you were around while he was living here, why would he give a fuck in Saudi? Then girls start torturing themselves with thoughts like- maybe he wasn't romantic because he didn't love me, wasn;t attracted anymore, was annoyed by me... they then drive themselves crazy with this... having dreams and daydreams of beautiful women sleeping with him. Now here she is, stuck with two kids, he is off in Gaum and not a fucking call in a week.
SO why are they on antidepressants???????? Especially when I hear these conversations these men have. Its either cars or women and its not about their wives. Its about how fine some other chick is and how they would fuck her and how many times they would fuck her and how long they would fuck her. Of course my boyfriend just laughs and makes comments but thats because I am around. Married men don't really go into details as much as the single guys but they get their point across. Oh and another thing, they all are completely and utterly annoyed by their wives and their demands for attention and share as if they were some fucking support group. MEN WITH NEEDY WIVES. And they talk about other guys wives behind their backs and say how crazy so and so's wife is and how needy one other wife is. And what drama queens they are.
OKAY
so I don't want to go fucking NUTS. I am thinking about this alot. IN fact, I ahve already gone somewhat nuts for just moving in. So yes, its in my mind, please no advice on the comments, i have heard it already. its on my mind and its incubating, so lets see what happens.