Progress
Whoa, my boyfriend is definitely better at the whole boyfriend thing now.. then again, I am frighteningly optomistic about everything. Anyone could totally hate my guts and I would be like- "they like me, they are just afraid to show it!!" Anyway, my friends are out of town i think... I hope they come back in time to entertain me. And now my boyfriend (besides progress he is making- will speak of later) went to Dallas this morning for a car event. I swear he played Halo all night then came home at 6 am and then is like- I think I will go to Dallas. Sometimes I miss my old friend Mandy... but I don't need any crazy bitches in my life. I just miss our crazy drunk times... we had alot of fun except those times where she LEFT ME DRUNK SOMEWHERE!! Oh well she will miss me in time... I always manage to find the weird friends. Also it seems like the only girls that get along with me end up being Bi. I mean, Eric's harlot thinks I am like her bestest friend (I have no idea why- we rarely talk) and she is bi. I tolerate her other than cool with her so I have no idea where she gets this. I guess she thinks I am a threat so she is keeping me close. Who knows... but there are other bisexuals as well. Mandy wasn't bi though- thank God. I don't understand... and ALL my friends end up being fucked up in the head.. like I met this cool girl Beatrice and I thought- wow, she is cool, we could hang out... then she told me how her father killed herself and her mother hates her and didn't care when she almost died in a car wreck and how her ex-husband threw her down a flight of stairs.... I was like... uh, wow, um... I am sorry... uh... prozac, anyone? Just kidding, I didn't say that but definitely thought it. After that she starting telling me how she was kill some bitch because she has her clothes. Than I was like... yeah, I am busy all the time, so um, I will call you when I want to go out and hang out. Hopefully she doesn't realize I am avoiding her or then I would be on her psycho shit list. But she likes me!! Go figure. Maybe I AM a weirdo and just match with these people... I have no idea.. I am just magnets for these people. I guess I get weird people mistaken for interesting. God, I might as well pick out friends from the Jerry Springer show... making friends is so hard.. I mean- seriously. I have better luck picking up a guy than making a friend. How do you make friends anyway.. i mean you just don't go up to any girl and be like- hey lets hang out sometime- here is my number.. they are like- "whoa, that girl is definitely a lezzie." OR it could just be the fact that I am practically married and want to go hang out with single people. I mean I love my boyfriend and all but I am NOT ATTACHED TO HIM. I mean we have our separate lives. We like doing things wiht other couples but that gets boring sometimes and he wants time with the guys and I want time with the girls... when actually ends up- I get my time with my guys. I don't know, I kind of went of on a tangent. Oh well, my boyfriend is making progress though.. will tell later. See ya, I need to wash my car and get off my fat ass.