May 04, 2004 20:07
Today was gorgeous and sunny, I was almost driven to suicide by the constant rain the past few days.
Saturday was filled with friends and love and strong arms and comfort, followed by more friends at the annual SuperFest followed by an awesome show and even more friends. My date was a flask of Evan Williams and he treated me like a queen that night, but left me cold and lonely in the rain by Sunday morning.
One thing that really saddened me about finding the person I thought I would spend the rest of my life with was that I would never experience the exhiliaration of new love again. With him it was the most amazing thing I'd ever experienced, and I know the next time I fall in love it will be even better. For now I am content with falling in love with myself all over again and being in love with the world.