Interesting Day.
Well I had a kinda okay day. It's just the night before I had practically cried myself to sleep. Just because I feel bad that I hurt someone. I don't like hurting people. Especially people I care for. And yes Simon I do care for you. I didn't mean to hurt you, but you gotta realize I did say before you came home, "I don't know what's gonna happen when we see each other". And you agreed if I remember correctly. I'm sorry it hasn't worked out. And I'm sorry there's resentment on both sides. You resenting me because I hurt you, and me resenting you because you resent me. But you know gotta roll with the punches.. Gotta get on with life.. I still want to be ur friend. I still want to hang out, but the feeling of resentment I get when I'm around you..(which the feeling of resentment is coming from both ends).... honestly makes me feel like 30 minutes is 3 Days.. Honestly.. I'm telling the truth.. And in this case the truth is really harsh. So I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't be that person you want. I'm sorry that things didn't turn out the way I and you had hoped. I really am sorry..I really hope you can one day get over the resentment. And I hope I can too.. Cause I don't like the feeling. Especially because I still want to have your friendship.. But didn't you feel the awkwardness when we were at lunch today...... I don't know maybe it was just me feeling it. Well I hope you can forgive and forget like I'm sure I will.
Well one of my very dear friends got into a car accident today. And also one of my very dear friends parents got into a car accident today too. It was really weird because I had just had a dream where I was driving three cars and had three accidents in one night. Two of those accidents came true. How weird is that dude. How weird is that? But enough of that. I'm just happy that everyone is okay. And that the third accident didn't happen. Because in the third one someone was very bloody. Whether it was me or someone I care about. I don't know. I'm just thankful to the God's and Goddesses that everyone is okay. Everyone is safe. :) Thankfully. THanks to everyone for being the greatest. And for being them. I love you guys,(you know who you are). :):):):):)
I absolutely love this photo... Very poorly rendered on photoshop(if that's what they used), but I love the concept. :)
Well one of my very dear friends got into a car accident today. And also one of my very dear friends parents got into a car accident today too. It was really weird because I had just had a dream where I was driving three cars and had three accidents in one night. Two of those accidents came true. How weird is that dude. How weird is that? But enough of that. I'm just happy that everyone is okay. And that the third accident didn't happen. Because in the third one someone was very bloody. Whether it was me or someone I care about. I don't know. I'm just thankful to the God's and Goddesses that everyone is okay. Everyone is safe. :) Thankfully. THanks to everyone for being the greatest. And for being them. I love you guys,(you know who you are). :):):):):)
I absolutely love this photo... Very poorly rendered on photoshop(if that's what they used), but I love the concept. :)