Leaving on a jet plane...
Well, I'm officially no longer afraid to move out. I think I'm really deep in this transitional period, staying busy with plans and hanging out with all my friends as much as possible so as to see everyone and to keep myself from thinking to much about life away from home.
I'm going shopping soon! So exciting. My dorm room will be gorgeous, I just know it. I love to decorate.
I got to be the featured poet at Monday Night Blues, and we actually had a full house. I got really nervous but it all went well. A nice way to be remembered.
I've been having a lot of new experiences lately, hanging out with a new crowd, and apparently people think this is going to change me. Don't they know I'm just passing time? Filling the hours until I board that plane? I have no doubt that I'm the same person. The change will come later, when I've left, and it's a change I am so ready for. I'm sick of busy work and stale relationships.
Miles and I are fighting. I've been meaning to talk to him about a lot of things for 6 months now and finally it all came to a head, and I hope he's willing to work it out or this is gonna have to be it. I mean, I don't want to throw our friendship away but I feel like I've made my attempt and we'll just see what happens from here.
I'm planning a short story about all the things that have been happening to me lately, but from someone else's point of view.
How are you, govies? Ready?
<3,
Annie
I'm going shopping soon! So exciting. My dorm room will be gorgeous, I just know it. I love to decorate.
I got to be the featured poet at Monday Night Blues, and we actually had a full house. I got really nervous but it all went well. A nice way to be remembered.
I've been having a lot of new experiences lately, hanging out with a new crowd, and apparently people think this is going to change me. Don't they know I'm just passing time? Filling the hours until I board that plane? I have no doubt that I'm the same person. The change will come later, when I've left, and it's a change I am so ready for. I'm sick of busy work and stale relationships.
Miles and I are fighting. I've been meaning to talk to him about a lot of things for 6 months now and finally it all came to a head, and I hope he's willing to work it out or this is gonna have to be it. I mean, I don't want to throw our friendship away but I feel like I've made my attempt and we'll just see what happens from here.
I'm planning a short story about all the things that have been happening to me lately, but from someone else's point of view.
How are you, govies? Ready?
<3,
Annie