Away from here...
In about two or three hours, I leave for LEAF with heather and cassie. I'm going to dance around bonfires to hundreds of drums, shower in the public showers, buy jewelry from children named Sage, and sit in some hippies' lawn chair while they compose a folk song...Oh, and eat...a lot ^_^ I'm so excited.
I need it to. I can tell I'm getting angrier. If I had to go back to Bishop England for another year, I would slit my wrists...or become a carnie. They gave me detention over the summer the bitches. It just makes me feel that I'll never get the satisfaction of that moment, that last goodbye when I know I don't have to come back EVER. I had a really bad day the other day and stayed home with my mom and went shopping and out to lunch and I started to feel better about it. I'm just tired of suppressing everything like I've been doing all year just to get through another week. I want the exams to come, and I want this to fucking end.
If I can trick the guidance counselor into giving me my final tanscript, I won't go, but if I can't, I'm leaving a rotting bird in someone's office.
I don't get comments anymore. Someone say something so I know you're out there.
Later,
Annie
I need it to. I can tell I'm getting angrier. If I had to go back to Bishop England for another year, I would slit my wrists...or become a carnie. They gave me detention over the summer the bitches. It just makes me feel that I'll never get the satisfaction of that moment, that last goodbye when I know I don't have to come back EVER. I had a really bad day the other day and stayed home with my mom and went shopping and out to lunch and I started to feel better about it. I'm just tired of suppressing everything like I've been doing all year just to get through another week. I want the exams to come, and I want this to fucking end.
If I can trick the guidance counselor into giving me my final tanscript, I won't go, but if I can't, I'm leaving a rotting bird in someone's office.
I don't get comments anymore. Someone say something so I know you're out there.
Later,
Annie