Keep The Faith
all my life I only had one friend who is crazy enough to put up with me, sorry If I'm not sane at time's. I just can't
get over it.
I obsess over way too much stuff.
I have trust issues.
once you're my friend you pretty much can't get rid of me, I'm friend's until death.
I wish I was asleep for the sunrise, but that's not always the Case.
I am very weird but I can't help it.
I wish I was more open to people.
I drown my sorrows in oil paint.
I am two years ahead of you and five years behind myself.
vegetarian. don't criticize the way I eat and I'll do that same for you.
you can keep all your secrets with me.
the only time I feel normal is when I'm staring at the stars, I don't know why but I just do.
I'm always cold.
I lived in a haunted house.
I will probably tell you nothings wrong.
I am very sentimental, you are either safe in a box or ashes in my back yard.
I never say things that I don't mean and I expect the same from you.
love hate relationship with sleeping.
you will never completely understand me. I deal with it, you should too.
I hold grudges.
if you lose my trust you will never get it back.
I hate it when people ask why I'm quiet.
I have a sister.
She hates me.
I don't care.
I hate her.
skeletons are beautiful.
Nothings really worth fighting for.
though I'd die for very little.
I always wake up at 3:00 AM.
If I'm not already up.
I hate ladybugs.
when I was 12 a guy tripped me.
I blacked out.
he last thing I remember:
Me. hammer. my parents bathroom.
I kicked him while my boys held his arms and legs.
I told him "don't fuck with me."
they know me like that in Chickasha.
that's not me in Little Axe.
I miss my town.
I hate it here.
something's going to change.
I can feel it.
I don't know what yet.
I listen to CD's on repeat for hours.
they like me 'cause I'm "hot."
then they get to know me.
then we stop talking.
all you seen was a picture and you already knew you didn't want to be "just friends"
you didn't know anything about me.
I thought you were my friend.
I said no.
you ignored me.
'til you thought you have another chance.
I gave you the same answer.
you gave me the same response.
if you were really my friend, you would have still talked to me.
all you wanted was a pretty face.
I wanted to be "ugly."
you said my hair was pretty.
so I cut it off.
I wouldn't care if I was "ugly."
I would still wear makeup and do my hair.
I like the way I look.
but I like my mind and heart better.
too bad they don't.
you say "why haven't you had a boyfriend yet?"
well now you know.
it's not why haven't they asked me.
it's why haven't I said yes.
I don't put up with guys being fake.
if all you are looking for is looks, you will always be lonely.
stop being shallow, stop being stuck-up.
so call girls "ugly" "fat" all you want. cause if they aren't pretty and thin they deserve to cry and feel like nothing right?
you must be perfect.
leave me alone.
the smell of hamburger meat cooking makes me sick. it did even before I was a vegetarian.
I forgive but don't forget.
I hate 30 year-olds that look at me.
I look in the mirror, I do not look 18.
I look 16 on a good day.
other days I look 12.
people like you should be shot.
this is why Faith don't have a gun.
she would shoot you in the face if she did.
strange girl.
I HATE drugs.
I HATE weed.
yet I am around them alot. it makes me sad.
but it is not my place to make them stop.
so I don't.
I just wish they would.
you used to me so smart...
I never really liked you. but I looked up to you, you could see through people like they were glass. you had this spirit about you.
this light that I thought could last forever.
I watched that light fade through a cloud of smoke and glazed eyes.
I hate you now.
drugs and weed changes you.
it scares me to think of people doing them.
I don't want to hate anybody else.
but I gladly will.
I hate casinos.
"no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close"
-Fle
get over it.
I obsess over way too much stuff.
I have trust issues.
once you're my friend you pretty much can't get rid of me, I'm friend's until death.
I wish I was asleep for the sunrise, but that's not always the Case.
I am very weird but I can't help it.
I wish I was more open to people.
I drown my sorrows in oil paint.
I am two years ahead of you and five years behind myself.
vegetarian. don't criticize the way I eat and I'll do that same for you.
you can keep all your secrets with me.
the only time I feel normal is when I'm staring at the stars, I don't know why but I just do.
I'm always cold.
I lived in a haunted house.
I will probably tell you nothings wrong.
I am very sentimental, you are either safe in a box or ashes in my back yard.
I never say things that I don't mean and I expect the same from you.
love hate relationship with sleeping.
you will never completely understand me. I deal with it, you should too.
I hold grudges.
if you lose my trust you will never get it back.
I hate it when people ask why I'm quiet.
I have a sister.
She hates me.
I don't care.
I hate her.
skeletons are beautiful.
Nothings really worth fighting for.
though I'd die for very little.
I always wake up at 3:00 AM.
If I'm not already up.
I hate ladybugs.
when I was 12 a guy tripped me.
I blacked out.
he last thing I remember:
Me. hammer. my parents bathroom.
I kicked him while my boys held his arms and legs.
I told him "don't fuck with me."
they know me like that in Chickasha.
that's not me in Little Axe.
I miss my town.
I hate it here.
something's going to change.
I can feel it.
I don't know what yet.
I listen to CD's on repeat for hours.
they like me 'cause I'm "hot."
then they get to know me.
then we stop talking.
all you seen was a picture and you already knew you didn't want to be "just friends"
you didn't know anything about me.
I thought you were my friend.
I said no.
you ignored me.
'til you thought you have another chance.
I gave you the same answer.
you gave me the same response.
if you were really my friend, you would have still talked to me.
all you wanted was a pretty face.
I wanted to be "ugly."
you said my hair was pretty.
so I cut it off.
I wouldn't care if I was "ugly."
I would still wear makeup and do my hair.
I like the way I look.
but I like my mind and heart better.
too bad they don't.
you say "why haven't you had a boyfriend yet?"
well now you know.
it's not why haven't they asked me.
it's why haven't I said yes.
I don't put up with guys being fake.
if all you are looking for is looks, you will always be lonely.
stop being shallow, stop being stuck-up.
so call girls "ugly" "fat" all you want. cause if they aren't pretty and thin they deserve to cry and feel like nothing right?
you must be perfect.
leave me alone.
the smell of hamburger meat cooking makes me sick. it did even before I was a vegetarian.
I forgive but don't forget.
I hate 30 year-olds that look at me.
I look in the mirror, I do not look 18.
I look 16 on a good day.
other days I look 12.
people like you should be shot.
this is why Faith don't have a gun.
she would shoot you in the face if she did.
strange girl.
I HATE drugs.
I HATE weed.
yet I am around them alot. it makes me sad.
but it is not my place to make them stop.
so I don't.
I just wish they would.
you used to me so smart...
I never really liked you. but I looked up to you, you could see through people like they were glass. you had this spirit about you.
this light that I thought could last forever.
I watched that light fade through a cloud of smoke and glazed eyes.
I hate you now.
drugs and weed changes you.
it scares me to think of people doing them.
I don't want to hate anybody else.
but I gladly will.
I hate casinos.
"no matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close"
-Fle