I'm thinking
It's funny how in the middle of hectic times I always find myself going to this one place.
maybe I really am changing... I don't know. I don't care. I cant really stop something like that, not that I would anyway.
I'm terrible with words, most of the time I cant say what I'm thinking.
I have problems trusting people, but I trust everyone that I care about right now.
they shouldn't trust me.
I let people down, I go my own way, I don't take advice.
I want to paint so badly I'm about to lose my mind.
maybe I already lost it.
you never know.
or maybe you do.
I cant imagine not being here, what would it be like if I still lived in chickasha.
maybe I should just let it go, I don't think I will.
keep s(w)inging gummy bear
maybe I really am changing... I don't know. I don't care. I cant really stop something like that, not that I would anyway.
I'm terrible with words, most of the time I cant say what I'm thinking.
I have problems trusting people, but I trust everyone that I care about right now.
they shouldn't trust me.
I let people down, I go my own way, I don't take advice.
I want to paint so badly I'm about to lose my mind.
maybe I already lost it.
you never know.
or maybe you do.
I cant imagine not being here, what would it be like if I still lived in chickasha.
maybe I should just let it go, I don't think I will.
keep s(w)inging gummy bear