Ice cream coffee with a touch of paranoia

[butterflyskulls]

I had three cups of coffee at work today. bad idea.
I feel sick.
my hands are shaking.
on the way home I was convinced I was going to fall out of the car cause I just knew the door wasn't shut all the way.
I found a caterpillar in the car so I set it free.
it reminded me of when I was a kid and how me and my sister would climb my grandmas tree with a punch bowl and see how many we could catch from all the nests. at one point the bowl was full.
damn... I miss that place.

my life is going nooooo wherrrre.
damn.
I'm probably gonna die soon.
I have a fever.
not really. maybe.
did I mention I'm a hypochondriac?

I just hit my hand on the computer really hard.
because something was crawling on my hand.
it was a loose hair.

I should probably start looking for another job.
I have a feeling I'm going to get really pissed off soon.
I should learn how to blow off steam. only so much will roll off my shoulders.
still, I'm great at keeping my temper.

I'm tired and hyper at the same freakin time.
I should probably lay down.
I just want more coffee.

just one more cup.