In case you read this

[butterflyskulls]

you know I'm talking to you.
all around me everyone is cracking into people I don't know.
nobody is one true person anymore.
except you.
no one to hold secrets with.
I miss you.
no matter who you are around you are still the same as it is with just us two.
you're the only one I feel I can tell anything to that wont end up being shared.
you don't mind all the fake smiles jokes and sarcasm I put up cause you know I hate that part of me. you know why I feel I have to hide.
I'm more scared then I have ever been in a while... and no matter how honest
I am every promise I get will just be forgotten. I don't know how much I can trust
anymore. I think of you and no matter how much pain you're put through you still trust with all your heart.
you get me through almost everyday. no matter how far away you are.
you were always there for me. and I know you always will be.
and you will always have me.
I just wanted you to know.
in case you read this.

Is in chickasha.