"tip your glasses to no direction. waste this night."

[butterflyskulls]

Ever notice yourself only writing when you're sad?.
my friends have notebooks of all the things they wrote but I burned all mine.
they were memories I didn't care too much for.
all in the past right.
maybe sometime I'll write something pretty and save it forever.
that would only be until I decided I hated it and up in flames.
that's my solution for everything.
if you don't like it, destroy it.
if it's bad, destroy it.
kill before it kills you.
I treat people like paper.
it gets me by.

now I need a job.
now I need money for cosmetology school.
now I want to know why I am just sitting here when I should be sleeping.

I'm tired of saying "I miss"
I want to say hung out with.

I guess I will just have to wait.
good thing patience is like breathing to me.

Don't hold your breath.