destiny
i've been thinking a lot, but I mean it's good thinking, positive thinking. I was thinking about destiny. I mean like what if our destiny is like i dunno.... i mean well it's hard to explain but what if something we're destined to do, like what if an oppurtunity we're destined to take comes along and we don't take it. And like is our destiny decided before we're born, as life goes along or is destiny real? I'm not sure if I believe in it anymore, i'm not sure I ever did. I mean when I'm having a hard time I say Destiny will takes its toll, but I'm not sure if I believe that anymore. I mean like it's hard to explain but how could our futures be chosen or foretold? But at the same time I'm thinking about like how we're here you know? I can't find the right words but it's like weird that we're here that i'm typing on this computer, that things as good as chocolate and music exist, that depression, happiness, that's its here that its possible. THis probably makes no sense but my thoughts are a bit jumbled right now. I dunno I'm really confused. I'm feelings poetic lately and I dunno if that's good or bad because last time I felt poetic I was realllyyyyy depressed. So i dunno.