a confession

[butterflysam]

"I lied at my very first confession...
What did you expect from me"
-Calling all cars, Senses Fail

It's only relevant because I've a confession.

I've fallen again for this boy.
His name is Simon
he's tall charming
and hates me
he's a friend who "hates me" in the sense that
we're friends but we always say i hate you jokingly.
and it sucks because its so screwed up.
and i hate this
because it sucks