put me to rest
Put my mind to rest
My restless mind,
my heart and soul
put them to rest
tell me you love me
or go away
it's your choice
whether or not you stay
My restless mind,
my heart and soul,
let me go,
or tell me to stay
it's your choice either way,
but don't make me guess,
tell me what's true
my restless mind,
my heart and soul
put them to rest
love me
or hate me,
what can i do?
either way, it's up to you.
Restless youth,
restless souls,
yearning to move about,
put me to rest
tell me the truth
I want no lies.
my restless mind,
my heart and soul
put them to rest.
I'll go away, I'll never look back.
But I can stay
just tell me what you want.
I dunno what this poem is about. Suppressed feelings? I dunno.
I guess maybe it's something about finding Jacob's number.
and now I don't know what to do.
i want to call him.
But my parents are around
and those long distant charges are too much for me to afford
so i'd have to do it via skype,
but I can't.
I guess i'll have to wait for 9 months, but I can't. I need to talk to him
NOW!
I just need to.
I need to know if I can cry or not.
I just do. it's simple as that.
life is getting more complicated though
because my parents might stay another year here in paris
the place I call hell.
and that means I would have to.
I HATE PARIS! I WANNA GO HOME!
I've told them i refuse to stay,
and they asked why but I couldn't tell them about everything.
So i just said I missed home.
But it's more then that.
its the hatred at school, the teasing,
im sick of it and I wanna go home. I hate my life right now. I mean it has its pluses,
but there are more minuses.
my days are good I have friends outside at another school.
but i never get to see them
i mean im not depressed,
just confused.
like i don't miss jacob in the angry or sad way i used to,
I just yearn for him now.
I wish there was someway I could contact him
so i just have to survive til i move home.
which WILL be in 9 months, i'll make sure of that.
i'll REFUSE simply REFUSE to stay.
even if that means I have to do something drastic,
like stop eating until we move back or something.
I WILL go home to Colorado.
My restless mind,
my heart and soul
put them to rest
tell me you love me
or go away
it's your choice
whether or not you stay
My restless mind,
my heart and soul,
let me go,
or tell me to stay
it's your choice either way,
but don't make me guess,
tell me what's true
my restless mind,
my heart and soul
put them to rest
love me
or hate me,
what can i do?
either way, it's up to you.
Restless youth,
restless souls,
yearning to move about,
put me to rest
tell me the truth
I want no lies.
my restless mind,
my heart and soul
put them to rest.
I'll go away, I'll never look back.
But I can stay
just tell me what you want.
I dunno what this poem is about. Suppressed feelings? I dunno.
I guess maybe it's something about finding Jacob's number.
and now I don't know what to do.
i want to call him.
But my parents are around
and those long distant charges are too much for me to afford
so i'd have to do it via skype,
but I can't.
I guess i'll have to wait for 9 months, but I can't. I need to talk to him
NOW!
I just need to.
I need to know if I can cry or not.
I just do. it's simple as that.
life is getting more complicated though
because my parents might stay another year here in paris
the place I call hell.
and that means I would have to.
I HATE PARIS! I WANNA GO HOME!
I've told them i refuse to stay,
and they asked why but I couldn't tell them about everything.
So i just said I missed home.
But it's more then that.
its the hatred at school, the teasing,
im sick of it and I wanna go home. I hate my life right now. I mean it has its pluses,
but there are more minuses.
my days are good I have friends outside at another school.
but i never get to see them
i mean im not depressed,
just confused.
like i don't miss jacob in the angry or sad way i used to,
I just yearn for him now.
I wish there was someway I could contact him
so i just have to survive til i move home.
which WILL be in 9 months, i'll make sure of that.
i'll REFUSE simply REFUSE to stay.
even if that means I have to do something drastic,
like stop eating until we move back or something.
I WILL go home to Colorado.