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I feel really horrible right now! I dont know what to do! Just writing all this helps. But I am so afraid that I am going to lose everything that I have. I know that things are going to change in a big way. But I dont know what to do about it. I know the few things that I have to do but other than that what am I supposed to do. I think that I am going to start going to church again and all that. But who knows! I really just need to talk to a friend but no one I want to tell this is available. This is something that I caused and now I have to pay for. Nothing major. Please no one think anything of this. If u dont know dont assume. But I donno all the rest of u guys are very lucky. I think from now on too I am going to be very attentive to school. I need that right now. But yep I should probably go. Ill talk to u guys later. Or at least some of u just to catch up. Well talk to u later.