Rain Rain Go Away!!
So I thought that maybe writing in here was a bad thing...but now i'm thinking it's good. I mean I have so much on my mind right now that I can't say to other people. Other people just make it worse. I'm trying to figure out what I want to do with certain parts of my life right now. I'm tired of being so angry all the time. I think most of the problem is coming from the negative people around me. I went last night and hung out at a friends house that I don't really get to see anymore...we all just sat around and talked and bullshitted about things for a few hours and it was nice. It was nice to have positive energy around me. Not the same old drama that has been trying to make it's way into my home. I left the drama behind when I left highschool. God knows there was enough drama there to last a person for eternity. Now people try and bring it to my door step and call me a bitch when I won't let it happen.
I just don't get people these days. No one is genuine. No one just wants to be a friend. Everyone expects something in return. What happend when you could rely on someone. Now it just seems that they give half of what they can and expect to recieve for more than they have given.
And another thing I'm going to rant about on here. Yes I have an amazing boyfriend. And yes I spend as much time with him as I can. I like being with him. I like the fact that I have that one person in my life that I can count on to be there for me even when it's his lowest point. He is my best friend...he is my confidant. I will not apologize for having fallen in love with someone. I will not apologize for having him in my life. He is just as good to my friends as he is to me. So please...don't bitch at me because I'm with him. Don't bitch because you think I spend too much time with him. That is between he and I...and we plan on spending our lives together. So get used to seeing him. He is part of me. I will not apologize to you for my happiness. I deserve it just like the rest of you. You on the other hand should apologize to me for being so selfish. If you're my true friend then you should truly be happy for me. I won't listen to your negativity any longer.
MISERY LOVES COMPANY
I AM NOT YOUR COMPANY!!!
I just don't get people these days. No one is genuine. No one just wants to be a friend. Everyone expects something in return. What happend when you could rely on someone. Now it just seems that they give half of what they can and expect to recieve for more than they have given.
And another thing I'm going to rant about on here. Yes I have an amazing boyfriend. And yes I spend as much time with him as I can. I like being with him. I like the fact that I have that one person in my life that I can count on to be there for me even when it's his lowest point. He is my best friend...he is my confidant. I will not apologize for having fallen in love with someone. I will not apologize for having him in my life. He is just as good to my friends as he is to me. So please...don't bitch at me because I'm with him. Don't bitch because you think I spend too much time with him. That is between he and I...and we plan on spending our lives together. So get used to seeing him. He is part of me. I will not apologize to you for my happiness. I deserve it just like the rest of you. You on the other hand should apologize to me for being so selfish. If you're my true friend then you should truly be happy for me. I won't listen to your negativity any longer.
MISERY LOVES COMPANY
I AM NOT YOUR COMPANY!!!