Crappy Crap
I went away on a cruise last week...it was so much fun. I so wish I could have stayed there for the rest of my life and I think that if I had no one would have noticed. The first "happy birthday" I got was at 12:30 pm on my birthday by my older brothers fiancee. How sad is that..I was with my whole family most of the day too. I get home and realize that only one person had posted a birthday comment and that was my roommate who doesn't like me anyways apparently...more about that later. Then I got a late one from you Amanda....thank you by the way. And Jayne had called me, but I got it late since I couldn't use my phone most of the time anyways. It sucked. I think that even if I was home, no one would have even noticed and nothing would have been done on my birthday. I spent the day in St. Thomas riding a skyride, which was really neat seeing the view. Walking around and buying things for other people who don't appreciate them or the thought that went into them. I'm very aggrivated at this point. I got home and everything seemed fine with the roomie. Then all of a sudden I get a myspace email from her saying that its not working out. Mind you I was sitting in the other room while she wrote it and then left to go who knows where, but whatever. I wish she would have just said something to me instead of doing it that way. That was my main problem with the whole thing. So I'm annoyed by the whole thing and a bit pissed off. I can't really move home since there really isn't any room for me and I don't want to have to live with my little sister and her baby, but its possibly the only option I have. I am going to talk to my brother though, cuz he just bought a 4 family building and maybe he'd be willing to rent an appartment out to me. I can't tell you people how frustrated I am that all of a sudden this happens without any word about anything that "frustrated" her. It takes 5 seconds out of your time to let someone know that something bugs them....honestly. So, it hasn't been the best 'welcome home' I've ever had thats for sure. quite possibly the worse though. I"m just kinda venting at this point....maybe it'll help. I'm only doing it here cuz I know that no one will care here or possibly not even read anything either. Who knows....I wish I never came back.