just let it go and let it be
Monday, January 16, 2006
too much
Current mood: crushed
tears of liquid glass
pouring down like rain in spring
mend our broken hearts
~d 1.16.06
you'll never understand, get it or know. you can't just say... everything will stay the same minus the physical. and that things will only change if we let it..
WTF are you doing to me? :'(
the physical... was part of us as well as everything else... i meant what i said "people in love- make love"
by you not wanting that i think you don't want me.
say what you want and say it's not true... fine. and i'll beleive you.
i always do.
i trust you.
i love you and i mean it!
it's too much to take. and words can't seem to fill the void.
you don't want a serious relationship. ok well yea of course i understand. you need to get through school and so do i.. now. as well as work and what not...
this is different from the last time we had this talk... the more i'm around you the more attached i get to you. i told you this would happen and you said not worry cause you do to...
how can you have said those things just yesterday?! :'(
you were going to come to see me tonight, but b/c of gas you didn't... so you made other plans. or maybe you made other plans and gas was just an excuse? *shrug* whatever it was good to see you...
venting is all - relieving my heart... i'm sure you understand... you always do...
i love you~ good night
11:49 PM -
don't ask questions... just let me get it all out.
too much
Current mood: crushed
tears of liquid glass
pouring down like rain in spring
mend our broken hearts
~d 1.16.06
you'll never understand, get it or know. you can't just say... everything will stay the same minus the physical. and that things will only change if we let it..
WTF are you doing to me? :'(
the physical... was part of us as well as everything else... i meant what i said "people in love- make love"
by you not wanting that i think you don't want me.
say what you want and say it's not true... fine. and i'll beleive you.
i always do.
i trust you.
i love you and i mean it!
it's too much to take. and words can't seem to fill the void.
you don't want a serious relationship. ok well yea of course i understand. you need to get through school and so do i.. now. as well as work and what not...
this is different from the last time we had this talk... the more i'm around you the more attached i get to you. i told you this would happen and you said not worry cause you do to...
how can you have said those things just yesterday?! :'(
you were going to come to see me tonight, but b/c of gas you didn't... so you made other plans. or maybe you made other plans and gas was just an excuse? *shrug* whatever it was good to see you...
venting is all - relieving my heart... i'm sure you understand... you always do...
i love you~ good night
11:49 PM -
don't ask questions... just let me get it all out.