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The week is finally over. Thank goodness.
So, this week at rehearsal: Lines? Sort of memorized. Blocking? Sort of memorized. Director? Lots of ADD. Cast? Slightly nutty.
None of my confusion has gone away. I just can't figure out what it is I want. I keep giving myself more and more time, but it solves nothing.
I miss Sara. I miss her coming over at 8am, going back to bed for three hours, waking up for food, lounging and singing around the house, waiting for Adam to arrive, and hours spent on the trampoline, with breaks for eating and laying, looking up at the sky, talking about everything a nothing. I miss those days so much.
I guess I appreciate them more since we don't go to the same schools. Maybe it's better this way.
And then, my lovely friends who I do have at school with me. Lord knows what I'd do without them.
I am being really random.
"I'll call...
...I hate the fall."
So, this week at rehearsal: Lines? Sort of memorized. Blocking? Sort of memorized. Director? Lots of ADD. Cast? Slightly nutty.
None of my confusion has gone away. I just can't figure out what it is I want. I keep giving myself more and more time, but it solves nothing.
I miss Sara. I miss her coming over at 8am, going back to bed for three hours, waking up for food, lounging and singing around the house, waiting for Adam to arrive, and hours spent on the trampoline, with breaks for eating and laying, looking up at the sky, talking about everything a nothing. I miss those days so much.
I guess I appreciate them more since we don't go to the same schools. Maybe it's better this way.
And then, my lovely friends who I do have at school with me. Lord knows what I'd do without them.
I am being really random.
"I'll call...
...I hate the fall."