So tired
I love my husband to death, but sometimes i really wish it was him who was carrying around this baby. He doesnt understand how i feel or what im going through. I know that he works hard and i dont have a job or at least one that pays me money, you see i belive with all my heart i work harder than him in this houes, i do all the houes work, cooking, cleaning, clothes, and putting together partys with no help from him, I also have put up and taken down all of christmas and Ian's b-day party... I did EVERYTHING over c-mas with no help. All he does is sleep and when i try to wake him up thats a battle... I dont ask him to do much at all caues every time i do he says he will but he never does. if he not sleeping he's playing his damm game on the computer, All he talks to me about is money and how i dont have any... I'm really tired of it all right now.
I'm sorry for rambleing on about this i know i said i wasnt going to talk like this anymore but after this weekend i cant keep it to my slef anymore....