My life right now
Wow, it`s been a long time since i wrote something here, xD.
A lot has happened in my life. I moved away from home to go to college. It was weird, it was hard, i was always moving because i was at a waiting list to get a room in a student dorm. I was living with my friend for a while and then for subrent. But now i finally got a room! God, is is such a good feeling to finally settle down and not living from a suitcase anymore, haha.
I`m living in Berlin now, the capital of germany. It`s a great city, i love it so far!
But okay, i actually wanted to write about college and what to do after school. I was and i still am a person with many interests and hobbys. That is maybe why i had such a hard time choosing what to study after school. There are so many options!
Finally i decided on biotechnology, because i thought well i like biologie, it is an engineering subject and the money is good. Mostly i wanted to make my parents proud, by studying something "good". But that where the worst guidelines to choose what you wanna do for the rest of your life.
I was miserable the first term. There was a lot of math and i HATE math, i`m not even that good in it. I took expensive tutoring just to pass the exam. And, yes i passed but then i thought is it really worth it? I pretty soon found out that this isn`t what i want to do. My heart was not in it and i don`t want to work in a laboratory when i`m done. Even after all the time and money i put in the tutoring, i chose to change my subject. I don`t think my time there was a waste, because now i definetely know what i don`t want to do. (And knowing math is always goo, so it`s good, xD)I`m the creative type, i love to write and create. That`s why i want to do something with media. And then maybe go into social media. I`m an internet junkie after all, so why not do something that has to do with it? Even if i don`t get successful or the jobs are few, at least i will do something that i love. Because, believe me if you study something which you hate or have no to small interest in it your college time will not be as fun as you think. You will be miserable, just as i was. Always doubting and studying so much, working so hard... for what? All the hard work will just be consuming without a reward. But if you put the hard work into something you love, the work itself and the outcome will be rewarding. Only like that you will get through college, at least this is my personal opinion.
Right now i`m looking for which colleges i can apply to and looking further in what specifically i want to study. I can apply for college until july and if i get accepted i can start in october.
So actually i have a lot of free time until then, haha. Right now i`m looking for a job. I want to work non- stop until then and not waste my time entirely. I want to put some money aside for travelling:)
okay, so that was a small update of my life so far.
If anyone reads this, haha i would like to know, what you study if you study, how you decided on it and if not what do you want to study or why did you decide against it?
Bye bye, folks!