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3 AM.............I see my new MD in 6 hours.......not looking forward to it. I hate having to give my history (ED, Depression, PTSD....).
And, then there is the whole scar issue.......nearly impossible to hide during a physical. I HATE that look that "they" give you. They don't need to say a thing. Their face says it all:
YOU ARE CRAZY!!!!
::::ashamed, bad, sinful, incompetent......::::
I have myself so worked up.......I'm wide awake. Ugh.
And, then there is the whole scar issue.......nearly impossible to hide during a physical. I HATE that look that "they" give you. They don't need to say a thing. Their face says it all:
YOU ARE CRAZY!!!!
::::ashamed, bad, sinful, incompetent......::::
I have myself so worked up.......I'm wide awake. Ugh.