Long Update
Hey everyone!! I want to try and keep updating. so I'll do my best.
--Monday--- nothing. went to BSF.(Bible Study Fellowship) I do this thing every monday nights. Were studying the Minor Prophets. I'm not to cray about it. We get homework every week. then on Mondays we all go to the Study. We first start off by singing 2 Hymns.. and of course I dont know any of them. Then we go to our classes, talk about the homework,have a little lesson, then a lecture. I feel like I'm in school whenever I go. but I met some really cool people. so its not all that bad.
--Tuesday--- nothing. Spent some time with mum. (hehe I love saying that)
--Wednesday--- Now heres the interesting day. So I did some school work. then I spent some time with God. yeah thats right I actually took some time out of my day. to just sit and pray. and ask for a whole lot of forgiveness. but When I did that. I just let everything out. I gave God all my worries,problems, fears,Everything. I've been doing this for 2 days now. and I'm actually happy! I've been soo down for many weeks now. and I just let it all go. I couldnt take it anymore. I was emotionaly drained. and I let it go. and I'm fine now. dont get me wrong I still struggle with all of it. but I'm happy. I've got my Lord back. but its actualy funny. for these past weeks I've havent been in the bible at all. and stuck in the flesh. but I had this bible verse stuck in my head for awhile. Its from Revelation 2:4-"Nevertheless I have this against YOU, that YOU have left your first love." God never left me. I left Him. and its like he was screaming at me. and I was just ignoring him. Funny how god works.
--Wednesday Night-- Went to church. Hung out with my friend Noel. Shes been such a blessing. Its amazing how much we have in common. Then I saw Courtney. sweet girl shes great. she loos at me right in my eyes. and goes "Niki. how are you doing?" and I know by the look on her face, shes thinking as I tell her I'm fine. "rriiigghhttt" "we shall talk later." uhuh I bet she was thinking that. hehe. Then I saw Jonmac. I havent actually talked to that kid in a long time. hes pretty cool. I mean you've got to be cool if you wear 1 pair of jeans for a year and never wash them, AND pay tribute to them. lol cool guy. We used to talk but I guess my immaturity came into the picture and I did some stupid stuff. Hope you can forgive me Jon...Thats pretty much it.
---Thursday-- Work. Yep I have a job! I work at Lincroft Bible Church. Across the street from Brookedale, and like 2 buildings down from Christian Brothers Academy. Anyways..Every Thursday they have a little bible study thing for the Women of the church there, and they need somone for child care. So they found out I'm a homeschooler. and Asked if i could come in. so I got the job! I work in the mornings for a few hours. and I get 7.50 an hour. :) but I only work every-other month. Thats not to bad, it just forces me how to save my money and make it last a month. :) Got home did some stuff. Went back out again. Came home Had some time with God. Made dinner for the family and then Spent some time with MUM. (hehe)
ok well todays friday so I have nothing to say about the day. other than I'm not going to Impact tonight. My friend Merideth from BSF has been trying to get togher with me for awhile now. and the only day shes free to do something it Friday. So were doing a "girls night out". Dinner Movie Dessert. good stuff... ok well Hope this wasent to long for you guys. Much love. God Belss!
"Friendship, ya'know. Its like Therapy for poor people." heard that on a show that I was watching with my mom last night. and it made he crack up. lol thought I would share it.
--Monday--- nothing. went to BSF.(Bible Study Fellowship) I do this thing every monday nights. Were studying the Minor Prophets. I'm not to cray about it. We get homework every week. then on Mondays we all go to the Study. We first start off by singing 2 Hymns.. and of course I dont know any of them. Then we go to our classes, talk about the homework,have a little lesson, then a lecture. I feel like I'm in school whenever I go. but I met some really cool people. so its not all that bad.
--Tuesday--- nothing. Spent some time with mum. (hehe I love saying that)
--Wednesday--- Now heres the interesting day. So I did some school work. then I spent some time with God. yeah thats right I actually took some time out of my day. to just sit and pray. and ask for a whole lot of forgiveness. but When I did that. I just let everything out. I gave God all my worries,problems, fears,Everything. I've been doing this for 2 days now. and I'm actually happy! I've been soo down for many weeks now. and I just let it all go. I couldnt take it anymore. I was emotionaly drained. and I let it go. and I'm fine now. dont get me wrong I still struggle with all of it. but I'm happy. I've got my Lord back. but its actualy funny. for these past weeks I've havent been in the bible at all. and stuck in the flesh. but I had this bible verse stuck in my head for awhile. Its from Revelation 2:4-"Nevertheless I have this against YOU, that YOU have left your first love." God never left me. I left Him. and its like he was screaming at me. and I was just ignoring him. Funny how god works.
--Wednesday Night-- Went to church. Hung out with my friend Noel. Shes been such a blessing. Its amazing how much we have in common. Then I saw Courtney. sweet girl shes great. she loos at me right in my eyes. and goes "Niki. how are you doing?" and I know by the look on her face, shes thinking as I tell her I'm fine. "rriiigghhttt" "we shall talk later." uhuh I bet she was thinking that. hehe. Then I saw Jonmac. I havent actually talked to that kid in a long time. hes pretty cool. I mean you've got to be cool if you wear 1 pair of jeans for a year and never wash them, AND pay tribute to them. lol cool guy. We used to talk but I guess my immaturity came into the picture and I did some stupid stuff. Hope you can forgive me Jon...Thats pretty much it.
---Thursday-- Work. Yep I have a job! I work at Lincroft Bible Church. Across the street from Brookedale, and like 2 buildings down from Christian Brothers Academy. Anyways..Every Thursday they have a little bible study thing for the Women of the church there, and they need somone for child care. So they found out I'm a homeschooler. and Asked if i could come in. so I got the job! I work in the mornings for a few hours. and I get 7.50 an hour. :) but I only work every-other month. Thats not to bad, it just forces me how to save my money and make it last a month. :) Got home did some stuff. Went back out again. Came home Had some time with God. Made dinner for the family and then Spent some time with MUM. (hehe)
ok well todays friday so I have nothing to say about the day. other than I'm not going to Impact tonight. My friend Merideth from BSF has been trying to get togher with me for awhile now. and the only day shes free to do something it Friday. So were doing a "girls night out". Dinner Movie Dessert. good stuff... ok well Hope this wasent to long for you guys. Much love. God Belss!
"Friendship, ya'know. Its like Therapy for poor people." heard that on a show that I was watching with my mom last night. and it made he crack up. lol thought I would share it.