And I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, Until you're resting here with me...
*slaps hand* I have to apologise for not doing a post yesterday - I have no idea what happened! I think I was rewatching monday's too much - it's such a funny song!!
Still, today has been more of my BtVS marathon... but I 've worked out what my new years resolutions are going to be!
1. I will complete AT LEAST 1 piece of art every month
2. I will read AT LEAST 1 book every month
I'm hoping for more art to be finished than that, but it completely depends on what happens over the next few months. I'm not going to lie, I have terrible foresight about things and I can barely see myself next week, let alone six months down the line! It's going to be another tough year, but I think I need some more stability and work ethic this year... For example, I've spent the last two weeks lazing around and doing shit all when I have research to be doing, a project to be finishing and another project to complete as christmas work... and for the next two weeks, I'm on a wrok experience placement at an architects and I'm terrified of finding out that it isn't what I actually want to do.
LIFE IS A MESS! I wish Icould've been good at essays, so I could have done english lit and history at a-level and got good enough grades to go study at oxford, so I could be justified in doing nothing else but write for the rest of my life. Is that so wrong?
Either way, that's not going to happen, so fantasising is all I'll ever be able to do. I do want to have a steady job, and architecture does interest me, but I can see myself being stuck with sorting out planning permission for posh toffs to be getting extensions on their houses in the sururbs... maaaaan, WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS?!
Thankfully I still have the rest of the year to think about whether I really want to embark on a 7 year training scheme... *sigh* I get far too introverted over holiday seasons, especially round now when almost all of my friends have either gone to oxford (only 2, but still) or have other halves (two things I value waaaaaay too much - oxford = ridiculous reason, boyfriends = more understandable)... I get this every single year, thinking it'll be better next time round - more fool me for carrying on hoping that!
Ah well... onto today's video - it's really, really good! It's got a story to it and it's one of those nifty ones that have modern day stuff cut together with the canon stuff - but this does it in a really smooth, really cool way. I don't like the song that much normally, but with this it just works like a dream! Enjoy! <3
Still, today has been more of my BtVS marathon... but I 've worked out what my new years resolutions are going to be!
1. I will complete AT LEAST 1 piece of art every month
2. I will read AT LEAST 1 book every month
I'm hoping for more art to be finished than that, but it completely depends on what happens over the next few months. I'm not going to lie, I have terrible foresight about things and I can barely see myself next week, let alone six months down the line! It's going to be another tough year, but I think I need some more stability and work ethic this year... For example, I've spent the last two weeks lazing around and doing shit all when I have research to be doing, a project to be finishing and another project to complete as christmas work... and for the next two weeks, I'm on a wrok experience placement at an architects and I'm terrified of finding out that it isn't what I actually want to do.
LIFE IS A MESS! I wish Icould've been good at essays, so I could have done english lit and history at a-level and got good enough grades to go study at oxford, so I could be justified in doing nothing else but write for the rest of my life. Is that so wrong?
Either way, that's not going to happen, so fantasising is all I'll ever be able to do. I do want to have a steady job, and architecture does interest me, but I can see myself being stuck with sorting out planning permission for posh toffs to be getting extensions on their houses in the sururbs... maaaaan, WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS?!
Thankfully I still have the rest of the year to think about whether I really want to embark on a 7 year training scheme... *sigh* I get far too introverted over holiday seasons, especially round now when almost all of my friends have either gone to oxford (only 2, but still) or have other halves (two things I value waaaaaay too much - oxford = ridiculous reason, boyfriends = more understandable)... I get this every single year, thinking it'll be better next time round - more fool me for carrying on hoping that!
Ah well... onto today's video - it's really, really good! It's got a story to it and it's one of those nifty ones that have modern day stuff cut together with the canon stuff - but this does it in a really smooth, really cool way. I don't like the song that much normally, but with this it just works like a dream! Enjoy! <3
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