Sep 14, 2003 21:48
Life seems so incredibly stressful right now. it seems like i'm never home, like i'm always working. and when i am home i don't wanna be home cuz i wanna be with jordan and friends. then i have my mom on my back. then theres thoughts of hmwk, and projects and college applications and SATs that are cluttered in my brain. and i spend too much money. i feel like i'm always working yet i don't have any money. i really really need to start saving now especially with the holidays coming up.
Me and jordy are doing excellent. I know i'm young and sound foolish and that i dont know what i'm talking about. but this is how i feel. and i am madly in love with him. I give him my all and he does the same for me. and its the most amazing feeling i've ever felt. this is what i've been looking for. someone whos willing to give me their all. n hes willing to give me that n more. *sigh*
JJ called me bc he said that i told dan for him to call me. which i didn't but whatever, he called me to tell me that if we were in a diff. store he wouldve done something to completely embarrass me and make me cry. bastard. that really pissed me off.
then my #1 favorite person is calling jordan. grrrrrrr. lying bitch.
i need God again.
someone help keep me sane.