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it is a new year and whatever not. nye was good and it ended good at 6am in the morning. i've got so much shit going through my head i dont know why but im starting to tear. it's been fucking long since i actually ran to the toilet to cry cause i dont want anyone to see me crying. that happened yesterday. i need a break away from people. i dont know if they have changed or i have changed but its so hard. i end up having a fucking lump on my throat when i start thinking about them. i cant really accept changes, it scares the fuck out of me i swera