Jan 18, 2005 14:37
I *hate* dumb people. i know thats judegmental but i really have no space in my mind or subconcious to allow them to infest me with their backward exsistence. Stephanie, another error of a human created by god- stalks me. In the middle of a lesson, i ask to the toilet, she follows me #(two steps behind) and stands outside the door. She stares at me when im writing and when im drawing. She has no independance of me, i am fforced to work with her in lessons- she is slow and shy. Slow and shy does not do! I have to tell her what to do, she cannot think for herself, it annoys me to a great extent...
but what annoys me more is that she eats like a wart-hog.
Its breaktime, she follows me to where im going to sit
She sits next to me- i say nothing
(trying to deter her by being anti-social)
She persists.
Her unconfident hand delves inconpisciously into her bag - not inconpiciously to me - and returns with a packet of crisps.
Then for the next 5 minutes i am in purgatory.
She rattles, crunches, eats with her mouth open.
And beware reader- this occurs in what was my perfectly silent sitting area.
At first i dig my nails into my palms trying to ignore her, i dig harder.
It does not receed, finally i am recuded
to making bizaree LOUD noises to drown out the sound of her eating.
The worst thing of it all is- the feeble way in which she attends to her crisps placing them on her tounge.
I do not think i have words sufficiant enough to describe.