Cant be stuffed
Im writting this but i dnt really no wat to say mainly here cause im bored at the moment n procasternating from doing work and cause i can!!
Fucked my hand up last night i was just soo angry n really i dnt no why annoyed at nt been uble to sleep freezing cold sore i dont no why things a kinda sweet at the moment few things bubbling under the surface bt im choosing to ignore them kinda nt worth the effort!
Wish i could sleep then i might have the effort to get through the next few weeks till i can go home. Such bliss is home leave this shit hole behind for a while n enjoy a few laughs with my girls will be good.
Why does everyone seem to have smeone looking out for them? n i go through each day on my own by myself treats that i cant even afford hell i cant even pay rent this week just so i get sme comfort but shit that only last 5 secs!
I always knew i was a loner bt these days its seems im just me n nobody else whereas at least a loner has loner buddies
aghh good old self pity n anger gets nowhere in this world just a few bruises bt fuck it i gt nothing better to do at the moment
WORK!!!
Fucked my hand up last night i was just soo angry n really i dnt no why annoyed at nt been uble to sleep freezing cold sore i dont no why things a kinda sweet at the moment few things bubbling under the surface bt im choosing to ignore them kinda nt worth the effort!
Wish i could sleep then i might have the effort to get through the next few weeks till i can go home. Such bliss is home leave this shit hole behind for a while n enjoy a few laughs with my girls will be good.
Why does everyone seem to have smeone looking out for them? n i go through each day on my own by myself treats that i cant even afford hell i cant even pay rent this week just so i get sme comfort but shit that only last 5 secs!
I always knew i was a loner bt these days its seems im just me n nobody else whereas at least a loner has loner buddies
aghh good old self pity n anger gets nowhere in this world just a few bruises bt fuck it i gt nothing better to do at the moment
WORK!!!