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What most people don't understand is... it's not that I wanna get married young for the sake of being married. I don't wanna be married at 24 just so I can get the easy way out of life. It's not because I wanna stay home and take full advantage of my husband's money. If you know me well enough, you know that I want so much more out of life. In fact, sometimes I feel like I wanna be too many things/person in just one lifetime. I wanna travel and stay in a few places for at least 2 years each, I want to save animals. I want to study law, I want to be a broadcast journalist. I want to be my own boss, I want to work for a boss. I want to do so many things.
But sometimes all I really want is to get married and start a family. Because I want to remember what it is like to be in a loving family. I want to go out for family outings. I want to celebrate birthdays and go on holidays with my family. I want my kids to have a family. I don't want them to cry themselves to sleep at young ages because their parents won't stop fighting. I don't want them to live in bitterness. I want them to believe in love. I want them to understand that it's okay to love and be loved. I want my kids to grow up happy.
All I really want is a family.