its all love, all love, it's all of my stupid love.
Sure it was stupid, what I did yesterday. But it made me happy. At least for a bit. Being around you makes me happy. But no one gets it. They think I'm stupid. And sure, if someone else is doing exactly what they think I'm doing, I'd say she's stupid too. But I don't think I ever want to let this go. I can, surely. But I don't want to. Because you don't find something you love so much and let it go. You hold on to it. Throw yourself deeper. I don't know how much this is going to hurt me. But I believe nothing more than the beating of your heart. But its stupid, how I managed to stay strong without you for a month or so... and then I wake up one saturday morning, and succumbed to your calling. I'm so stupid for you but you don't know how beautiful you look when you sleep.
you can't be the one to kill the pain anymore.
you let me in but then you slam my fingers in the door.
i've had enough but i keep asking you to give me more.