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Panic attacks suck!!!!
Have a feeling something is wrong.
Don't know what the fuck it is
All I know is that it feels like something is wrong with someone
And all I can do is panic
I am trying not to -- which I think is just making it worse
Not hearing from people very often (if it all) isn't makeing this any easier.
Thoughts of "ok, they are pissed off at me" go through my mind -- but then I remember that I haven't done anything that would piss them off...at least not knowingly.
I know there's a lot going on with everyone lately
I don't like always wondering if I did something wrong
Its not about me, I didn't do anything, so why the fuck am I such a nervous fucking wreck today??!!??