I dont know lately. I have nothing to do. I rather sleep too much, or not sleep at all. I have no true alarm clock except this one I found in my pictures files.
Eh, it's not as great as you think. The time goes to fast when your being bored.
I fell bad right at this moment. I am not sure if its from the lack of sleep tonight, or from the over amount of rest this morning since I missed school to drool a bit more. Who cares, I dont. Going back to something I wrote a few days ago, I feel fat right now. I ate a huge bowl of spaghetti which almost gave me a extra sthomic about... 3 or 4 hours ago, and I am still feeling the effects of that. At least i dont look like this kid
But I fell like him, except the bouncy cheary part of how he/she looks. What the hell was that kids parents thinking... Eh, makes me ill to imagin.
Well I went to Town and Country today. I seen a movie with my sister. She started being a bitch like always, yelled at me like she normally does. When I asked her what her deal was, she said "Oh well since I cant goto bonzai now i'm mad"... well sister dear, that is no excuse for your constant bitching at me, and especially no excuse for your pathedic embarressment tactics.
Let me describe my sister and what she does.
First off, she calls me neither of my names (Carolyn, or Meemee) Instead, she calls me "Bung". Now For those of you who watch bevis and butthead, you know that a "bung" is a anal figurative word. Goodie, I am the new age of ass. Lovely. Now honestly, I dont mind her caling me that once in a while due to.. well I can be an asshole to her. But she takes that to extrems... If we are in a public place with a lot of people, she walks away from me, and yells "HEY BUNG COME HERE"... And she makes sure EVERYBODY hears her, and if I choose to ignore her... She will yell it out until i move, or she simply runs over to me and says it a million times more.
Second about my sister, She runs around with cat ears and a tail. Now she expects everyone to think she is normal. She is 19 years old, laughs at farts. Thinks shes a fury (a animal who looks human, but still remains its qualities, while wearing fake animal costumes). Makes horrible scretching noises when shes hyper. Runs around and embaresses anyone who is near her. Barks and growls at people. Now you may ask your self about now, well isn't she just playing around? To answer that, no, shes not. She does this everyday.
Now to futher explain my sister... Everyday, when I go to take a shower, she decides that is the time to run the hot water for rather washing dishes or decides to brush her teeth. No matter what time of day it is, even if it is 4 am in the morning. Okay, the shower is what ever now, I actually am use to that. Then she DOES NOT flush the toilet. Very sick indeed. Usually there will be a turd or pee in the toilet when I enter the bathroom. I hate that, it stinks, and I have to flush it. And to make it worse, when she goes in there after not flushing, she runs to my mother and tells her that I left it in there.
Now when thing do not go my sisters way, she literally bitches and crys until someone changed their mind. She wants on my birthday a playstation 2, my mom gives her money through paypal to buy it online. I get a $100 cd player that I dont like, but have to pretend i do, that was the beginning and end to my presents. Her birthday is celebrated literally all year. 2 months before her b-day, she gets a $80 sound card for her computer. A week before her birthday, she gets $500.00 Flat panal computer screen. Her b-day, she got $150.00 cash in hand, and more through paypal. And now my parents are looking for a car for her to crash.
Besides that crap, she is a parents cheerleader. I asked my Mother while we were going home today, when will I be able to paint my room, My sister speaks up and says never. Hm I wasnt talking to her, but she stuck her nose in it. Then she was insulted when I told her to shut up, and my mother was like oh clean you room first, then then cheerleader was saying "Yeah clean your room you sashquach (what ever the hell that is). She always does that, What a friiking brown-noser.
About a week ago, I had to use the bathroom... I go into my bathroom down the hall, and my sister has the water running. Okay, fine, out of respect, I ask her, can I use the bathroom before you take a bath. She screams at me "NO GO IN MOMS BATHROOM". Fine, I open the door, Eh Yuck... Stink hit me in the face... My father had just left the bathroom. Very disgusting. So I leave there, and tell my sister, I dont care, im using the hall bathroom. I run in there, and all I did was pee. I leave, and she runs in there, and acted like I did more. She made such an issue out of nothing. She said I left a mess in the bathroom, she said i stunk it up badly. Now I remember that I seen the bathroom window open... When she came out after about 40 seconds of complaining, she told my mother that I closed the window and wanted me to open it. She Kicks my already broken door (breaks it more) and screams at me to open the window. I lock my door after telling her where to go. And she keeps kicking it. This was when I was trying to goto bed. So I get up AGAIN out of my bed, go open her damn bathroom window and she goes up to me and screams in my ear for no reason what so ever, what an idiot I am. Thanks.. I needed a migrain again this week (that was the 4th one.. I am up to the 9th one tonight).
I wish I was that bird and my sister the damn cat she thinks she is.
Enough about the blonde disaster tonight.
Well anyways, I fell like crap still. I cant get to sleep because I have a migrain, but I dont want to stay awake because I know I will be worse in the monring. Maybe I will just stay up all night, no one will care... I can probably list more auctions on ebay.. Might as well make money while spending my time in hell... Oh I meant in my room.
Something I seen today made me loose faith in people again. It seems some very sick person who has no concern for small animals feelings or well being.... Squished a lizard enough for him to stay alive, but enough for his poor little sensitive eyes to... well... pop... ='( They just left him to die. You know, out of all animals out there, there is honestly no reason to pick on any of them. That was a horrible thing to do. Even reptiles have feelings. That poor lizard didn't do anything to anybody. Why be so cruel to such a harmless animal. That made me really sad for some reason. I love animals. I love reptiles. I love anything that can crawl, slither, and or walk (except fat stalkers lol). but really that was a horrible thing. I keep thinking about that poor lizard. He was such a healthy lizard, very well colored, but someone had to hurt him that way. And HE WAS STILL ALIVE! Imagin being that lizard, having your eyes squished! And probably being scared while in pain! That poor baby... I wish I was able to find the horrible creep who did that to him. I would pop his eyes out too see how he felt.. I wouldnt stop there though... I would probably hurt them more so they would respect the wild life. Honestly... There are such stupid idiodic pricks out in miami. If you dont like wild life, and if you dis-like reptiles of any kind.. Please get a friiking plane ticket to rather alaska or hell, which ever you please. I couldnt take that lizard out of his pain... my sister wouldnt let me in front of her... So I had to leave him... You could tell he was hurting. Poor thing. I do want everyone who knows me, if I ever catch anybody, reguardless to who it is, ever harming a animal in my presents... I will, with out thinking of what pain you will be in, Kick Your ass until i beat the point of leaving what ever animal is being harmed alone. Animals are smaller then you are... Leave them alone if you dont like them! Dammit.. that really pissed me off. Such a innocent creature harmed so badly left to die. Think about that lizard and what will become of him... Tonight he will be in pain... he will fell scared because he wont know what time of day it is, he wont be able to rest because his eyes were half out of his head and preventing his eye lids from closing. A fly or two will soon be attracted to his rotting eyes and soon feed on them, then they will leave more germs on him, where his head and body will start being infected enough for him to have a prolonged death. And why was that caused? because some asshole out there couldnt stand letting something live. Because that prick thought it would be funny to hurt something smaller then him. All for no real reason at all.
Sorry... I get really carried away when I am mad about something. Poor lizard ~~~~I---I-):>
I dont know... I had alot to type about when i first started on here, and forgot already. Oh well, My brain is fried right now. Maybe I will walk... Or not... everything is wet outside...
Well If I feel better and start thinking real structured thoughts later tonight, or today (which ever), I will write more.
Muah, Love ya all. Take care.
Meems